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HELLO !

It's me again updating . huahau !

Menyebok plak nie MIA nye org , ckp nk MIA tapy atlast update jgk blog dyer .

sepak kang ! =)

kaykay , today is the day . Countdwn dohh ! haha !

mcm mls plak nk go out .. mcm nk ddk umah & slyp jekk .

tomorow werking morning plak tuu , aiyooo !

mcm mls plak nk keje eyy ? org semua alek pnt2 & tdo . i alone again wake up early early & go work . damnn !

hmmm , hubby ! antar g keje kay ? *roll eyes*

There is this one thing , i always wanted to know . why do guys enjoy hurting girls feeling ?

Is it a good thing or what ? bloody idiot !

When they lie , they think we are stupid & will not get to know anitink . dumbass !

hello ! we girls are not stupid kay ? adr pegy , adr balek . !

k laa ! nk go mandy & siap siap .

nk go & countdwn together2 with the people of singapore .

huhuhuhu!

honey , kt marina taw .

nmpk dier jgn lupe pekik kuat2 , coz what you see is a GHOOSTT !!!

hahhaha!

bye ! chalooo !

takingcares ; papylon your senorita !=)

Heyyheyy people ! got miss me nt ? hee .

well , i will only update this blog once as i miss blogging actually .

aftr dis , tetap papy yg jage my blog until i want to blog agaen (:

oh well , lyfe has changed alot .

friends & cousins cheering me up .

everybody asked , mane kau menghilang , lame tk online & stuff .

people msg , mostly i wont reply unless its real important .

well people , honey tk menghilang mane mane . tetap adr di s'pore :D

today da new year eve ! =D

gonna enjoy & erased all those sad & bad memories i had in 2009 . hee (:

i miss my kawan , my syster , my ns guyfriends . LOL .

but wait , i wanna post something about sumone ferst .

jeng jeng ~

see that pic below ? well , thats my ALL !

Both yg bername Honey . cute kn kiter ? HEE(:

that is my greatest , sweetest cousin .

i just wanna say ,

B , thanks for cheering me up when im down .

thanks for being there for me when i needed sumone to talk to .

thanks for everything .

you have been there with me thru my ups & downs .

i really appreciate it .

b , People won't remember what you did .

People won't remember what you said.

But, people will remember how you made them feel .

You make me realise how special i am .

I Love You , Alot ! :D

I will promise you , that i will always be there for you .

you got problems , tell me . i got problems i tell you .

carik psl with people also must together eh eh ? haha ! (:
Lastly , I Love You more than your boyfriend love you okay sweets ? HAHA !

& B , last till eternity with your love . I want to see you kawin with hym . nyett ~

& Study hard sweetheart .

kay , back to my story . hee .

just wanna highlight some things ,

Please stop passing my number ard whoever you are . Tlg la eh , Grow up dumb !

School starting in a few days tyme . Grr ! da start kene angun early in the morning .

OHH ya ! people , i da uat tagged baru . Add me up aye ? :DD

& Cntct me thru there . huahua =DD

kay da , BYE .

Miss me people (: Assalamualaikum .

BOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

To those been waiting for Honey's new tagged ;

http://www.tagged.com/honeycheekygirl

Cpt Cpt !!! GO add herr !!!!

hauhaahuahauhua !

Kay , today me again updating this stupid dead blog ! hauahua ! .

honey is still missing ok .

Don't worry people , she will be back pretty soon . After a loooooooooooooooong rest .

=))

Went to Work early in the morning , mcm bdk bodo .

org semua nga tdo best2 , aku sorang jek bgn & siap srg2 .

honey tdo mcm babi . hahahha !

shhhhh !

errr , mcm biase kt keje .. balbalabal ..

alek , tdo & ard 7+ go dwntwn to watch movie .

nk tau tkk crite ape ? cepat teke , sape btol dpt sepak .

ahhah !

we watch crite AVATAR!

best taw ! nk watch lagy , please !

next round tgk dgn hubby plak .*cheh , mcm phm*

yeahh ! Tomorow da countdwn party ! the day for all of us to enjoy & get together as one .

mcm phm lagyy .

Tomorow da adr plan taw taw ! sape2 yg nk teserempak dgn org yg da MIA niee , dier adr kt marina sok . sumpah ! tk bedek ! bkn hantu taw , btol nye org . hahahha ! kan honey ?

mampos ! DIER PEYH BLOG AKU UAT BENDA MEPEK2=)

BEST TAW uat keje ginie .

For me , maybe going to the club ? donoe lei . cannot decide . mcm mls plak nk ikot tu matrep +kwn2 dyer .

ishhhh !

sape nk ajak kiter go out tomorow ? huhu =)

nampak sok tego okie ? tapy tkmo tego honey ar kalau boleh coz dier maseh nga feeling2 MIA .

HAHAHHAH !

k byyyyeee lovelove babi !

hahah !

assalamualaikum .

hugs & kisses;

♥TakingCares ; Papylon Your Senorita♥

Labels: kiter enjoy kay ♥

Papylon will be the one updating this blog for the time being while honey MIA !

As i don't wish to see this blog being dusty & dead .

so , bare with me for the tyme being hor .

thank you .

hmm, so what's been happening ? don't ever ask me why honey going to be MIA cause i dont even know the real reason .

But , maybe i know the reason for this .. it's just hard for her to forget the someone that she used to love so much , just being her friend now .

I never see her in this manner before .. smpi tknk update blog , nk mia , jadyk gler & delete tagged . WOW ! *ROLLED EYES* huahau !

so , guys if you ever felt what girls have to go through when u left their heart hurt , try to be in their shoe or even try getting hurt by the girl you really love so much . You will feel , how we feel .

BELEIVE IN KARMA PEOPLE .

*EVIL SMILE*

Hmm , & guys who is trying to win honey's heart , try your really best & show that she is the princess in your heart .

IF not , kirim salam sua joy .

hahahah !

mcm nga promote honey for a tv advertisement eyy ?

haha !

kay , back to papylon story . haha !

so , yesterday was working afternoon shift den alek jek dpt tau dari honey ..

"aku nk mia taw "

dlm haty , kau peyh psl arh .

hahah ! k lame -.-

This post is for one girl by the name of baby sumting yg piki dier mane peyh big fuck kay .

kalau kau nk pakai name aku , pakai la dgn sempurne sikit . nie tkk . pakai name aku untk uat crite aku uat kau dgn jantan kau break ?/

wtf !

kau piki aku bdk zaman bler ? aku nye mase da abes ah kay . aku skrg piki nk carik duet jekk . tkder mase nk kacau relationship org ngek !

& daripada aku nk tulis sal jantan kau kt aku peyh tagged .

kan agy afdhal aku tulis sal jantan aku sendiri .

lagy mulia dohh !

ishh ! bdk soyabean btol .

menyusahkan idop org jek tawuk !

&& guess what ?

?what

aha ! lame .

i know this guy & he got some link with my family members .

best kann ?

senang uat kawin ah ginie mcm .

tkya susah2 agy .

*evilsmile*

Thursday , countdown ?

hmm , honey ckp nk MIA , tapy will she celebrate countdown ?

let's wait for the next advertisement . haha !

tapy , kalau nmpk dier kt lua tkmo tego taw , tu bkn dier , tapy hantu pakai badan dier .

atau pun , senang .. step tk nmpk jek .

ahha !

xiakxiak !

k laa . daa pnt .

btw , HOney tady kua tk mandy .

k byee semua .

assalamualaikum .

mwackz ! =)

TakingCares ; papylon your senorita ♥

Labels: sweeeet =)

& it is true . Acted everything seems okay , but actually its not .

Forget the times he walked by ,

Forget the times he made you cry , Forget the times he spoke your name ,

Remember now your not the same.

Forget the times he held your hand , Forget the sweet things if you can ,

Forget the times & Don't pretend ,

Remember now he's just your friend.

He taught me how to love hym .

He taught me how to live ,

He taught me how to laugh ,

He taught me how to cry , but when he's left ,

He forgot to teach me how to forget hym .

& when sumone asked , do i miss you & do still love you ?

I close my eyes & walk away ,

When actually deep inside , i said , "I do , alot"

My tears are just the words i can say .

& When the last teardrop falls ,

I will stand tall & hold onto the memories ,

of how you used to be .

Tried many ways to forget you & erased everything from my mind , but i guess it still wont help . Its hard to fall in love now . I dont trust guys , its hard . Love hurts alot , especially when we love sumone too much & all we get in return , was a scar in our heart .

All i want is a guy , who would show me ,

they are different . Quit saying they love me , For once , just show it .

And now my heart is not ready to love sumone .

If that sumone can open up this heart & make me learn how to fall in love agaen , i really hope that he will be my very last guy .

A true loving guy , who wont let me shed a tear for hym .

Who is sincere enough to be with me .

& Each tyme i forgive you , i receive the same old thing again .

& now I've found out why people laugh .

They laugh because it hurts , because it's the only thing that'll make it stop hurting .

Trying so hard to stay strong . Laugh all i can . Enjoy to the fullest .

But it still wont work , Everynyte when im alone , all i could think of was you .

Why isit so hard for me to forget you ? Argh ~

& its so amazing when sumone can break your heart & you still love them with all the little pieces. The tymes we were happy together are worth the times i cry alone.

True Love Will Never Fade Unless It Was A Lie.

Labels: Loving you was my Favourite Mistake.

Lagu Favourite ! (: Listen to it :DD

heyyy ! kay today my turn to post abt my day yesterday (:

yesterday post was about David -.-

told you to do blog dun wan . cb ! HAHA .

then today early morning text me

" Ni na boon , wake up already nt ?"

want go swimming go la , text me . you think what i want meet you eh ? LOL .

skip skip skip ~

so yesterday went yishun :DD boring gyler !

den mls nk talk abt yesterday . hee(:

currently chatting with my new friend ,
Є þ û L . kawan ifa jgk . HAHAHA .

ohhhh ya ! i gt yesterday pics . bt lum upload . hee . nxt post , i put kay ? hehe =DD

today so boring . out anyone ? David ajak lpk . lazy ~

my face where gt lpk . goodgirl , stay home .

sleep sleep & eat eat =DD

i think today short post only . no idea what to post about .

oh . should i delete tagged ? hmm .

*thinking*

kay da Bye .

Labels: I want skater boy . hee

Heloooooooo ! HAHA . kay , i post this on behalf of

David CMO :DD

that pic below , that matrep , that monyong . see david i teach you new word . hehe .

so lets start proper . the grandmother story .

if ppl read half way sleep , means david story so damn boring . LOL .

Here it goes ~

krinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng ~

morning call , its only 8am & david woke up so early . good eh ?

but wake up only , heard his mum nagging -.-

so david so clever , go sweet talk with mummy . ryte david ? heh .

sweet talk cause why ? want money lor .

then aftr receive money , david straight went tpy , nvr bath ! hee .

kay den blablabla , meet his friends ther . all was wearing black . lyke da plan only ? huahua . kay den , they went bugis . walk walk & disturb ppl .

see la , nth better to do . dats why .

so they smoke , drink & listen songs . as usual . haha .

then ard 4+ went T-dance , clubbing until 8+ .

clubbing only you know ! then went to OG , drink agaen -.-

below the pics they took

jeng jeng jeng ~

then ard 8.30 went back home with Akito kia . HAHA . then meet stupid Chinese friends at yishun mrt & help buy cigg . so helpful . haha ;D then help them buy only get pepsi ? budget or what ! HAHAHA . den go home & chat with stupid friends , but not including me (: ryte ? huahua . ohh ! gt video . inside club huh ? lol . go watch . so nt nice . nyett~

kay im done ! hahaha :DD boring kn ? lol . BYE ! =DD

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! :D

hehe . let me talk about today aye ? nyett ~

so , morning wake up aje , on comp . biase la . standard . huahua .

so chat & chat .

den papylon ajak go out today , eh i mean yesterday she's not working .

but wait . i wanna say smth ferst .

i hate guys who give me too much hope & ended up hurting me .

pls la kay , kalau da tk syg tk perlu nk uat org menunggu .

give too much hope for what . hais .

kay jom continue story . heh .

kay so plan & plan . ajak rudy outs but ended up tk jady cause he alone .

spoil uh rudy . tkper , rudy da janji nxt tyme jp kn ?

promise is a promise hor .

den rudy da tk jady , text mamat plak , tanye nk jp tk .

den at last , tk jady jgk cause kwn mamat nk jp org . haiyaa ~

so at last , kuar only 3 people . went marina .

huahua . but 3 people nye org mcm 6 people .

laugh & laugh . talk rubbish .

when we laugh tk igt dunie , its lyke the place tmpt kiter srg that we laugh sampai tarik rambut sume . HAHA :DD

den den . when we walking back to dk where , guess who i saw ?

Miffy Muffin & wife . & Hakim & girlfriend . Huahua .

but den tk tego . hahaha . kay skip skip skip .

nga laugh laugh , den kt dpn gt a grp of skater boys .

*wide smile*

but at that tyme tk kesah them cause was laughing non stop .

but i know , one damn super cute . huak ~

kay den skip skip skip .

kiter walk back to marina . nga ddk2 somewhere , den ferst gt 2 mats walked pass they smile . i look at them & smile cm nk tknk . huahua .

so talk talk , then gt 3 or 4 mats walked pass us agaen .

was standing near tangge , den satu tuu smile , so i smile bck . den he walked off .

funny part , he came bck , & dari jauh asked for number . benci ~

nk mintk , mintk uh btol2 . biase la matreps . pfft .

so talk & talk . den at last , *secret*

huahuahua . den walk pass a skater boy .

oh boy , he is damn cute . HAHA . was otp , den he smile at me . nyett ~

ifaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! a skater boy smile at me taw taw . huahua .

kay , forget it .

den lpk at steps , den the mats yg mintk number ddk2 with us .

umur , 18 , 16 & 20 . yg ask my number umur 18 . old eh ? huahua . kay da . mls nk citer kn .

so now here i am blogging .

& that stupid fucking father is so damn fucking irritating . cbcbcb !

da uh , BYE .

Assalamualaikum .

Labels: That skater boy andand hubby =DD

well , i am taking things one step at a time .

taking things slow .

for the very ferst tyme , i waited this long for sumone .

does it worth my tyme ?

what if i cant wait any longer ? oh nono , im strong , still can wait . heh .

hopefully my heart is strong to wait , although sumone said ,

" if ure my mataer , kn best . every guys dream girl ." LOLs :DD

oh boyy , you dk that some ppl just wont treasure what they have .

& each tyme sumone text me , they asked ,

" you tk carik guy ke ?" haha !

so guess what i said ?

" iqah susah nk trust guys , cause why ? seblum mataer everything so sweet , so romantic , so perfect . its lyke im in cloud 9 . lyke all so WOW . tapy , aftr mataer , saaaaaaaaaaaaaap ~ everything change . "

good answer huh ? huahua . bt its true what . its the fact .

kay daa , forget it .

so , today is saturday . wahhh ~

ferst tyme no plan at all . actually that sentence papylon yg kater . LOL .

nk go where eh ? with who eh ? hmm .

*thinking*

kay pnt ku fikir . hehx .

i'll update agaen at nyte . BYE .

Assalamualaikum .

Booooooooooooooooo ! :DD

kay actually no mood at all . just wanna post about just now . heh .

so yea , just now went bishan meet raihan(:

waited 30 minutes okayy . punye la lmbt ! but nvm , kasi chance nye psl .

good kn ? i know . nyett ~

& an , i nt boncet la kay . anyhow only . bite den you know . *evil laugh*

kay , bt just now , ferst tyme i had so much fun with you an :DD

ketawe byk sgt . tu laa , an da jady gyler . dats why . HAHA .

So kiter ddk kt void deck . blablabla . den look at the pics below ,

jeng jeng jeng ~

cute kn ? huahua :D

gmbr nie , muke mintk kene taplek ! HAHAHA

Yg nie cute . haha :DD

&& yg nie , nanty i ltk at tagged . LOL .

Kay den blablabla , mls nk citerkn .

den went home smth happen . cb ! gonna kill you bitch !

kay mls nk elaborate . BYE .

Assalamualaikum.

idk whats wrong with me now . idk why i just cant talk to my dad nicely. its lyke a sudden change in me . hais . idk what i should do . told yan about it & he just said that sumtymes things lyke dis are better to be kept to ourself .
isit better that way or should i tell mummy abt this ? hais . stress sey . it feels lyke im keeping a big secret . & when he is at home with me , i will nvr get out from my room . i for sure will just ddk dlm bilik & do my stuff . if he comes in , i will show one kind of face . its either i play comp or sleep till its tyme to fetch mummy from work . & when he wants to cook smth for me to eat , i will say that im nt hungry when actually i am . since yesterday aftr i knew what happened , i feel so weird talking to hym . why is that so ? argh ! & today he came bck frm work early , he disturb me , i talk in a rude manner , bt ferst tyme he nvr even scold me . why ? isit because he knows . & tmrw he is nt working . damn ! lets see hw it goes tmrw . i want to get out frm this house , i dont wish to stay at home with hym . grr !

kay forget it . dont wish to talk about it anymore . so today went out with mummy & that daddy , planned to watch movie . Avatar . HAHA . but , tickets all sold out . ccb ! so we wnt tamp to have dinner & aftr that went marina . hehe . mummy bought for me things & yan wanted to buy for me smth that cost nearly 60 buckx , bt i say nxt tyme cause need to fikir dulu mah . lol . so he asked me a few tymes , i still say idk . haha . den blablabla . called stupid jerk , & did nt pick up my call . sot skejap aku . text all tk reply . tkya adr hp kn bagus . & oh oh . Merry Christmas ! :D haha . && my granny pun nk belikn bende tadyy . lyke soo best sey , sume org nk belikn present . weee ~ bt sadly , i nvr buy anything only bought new clothes . huahua .

shittttttttttttttt ! bsk mummy keje afternoon & papy keje full shift . left me & hym at home ? wtf . i want go out ! arghh ~ that fucking bitch who tried to brk my family up , get a lyfe fucker ! i feel lyke crying sey when i talk to papy . kay forget it . if tmrw nt going out , will spent my tyme at granny house . lebih mulia ! :DD so , anything i'll update agaen aye ? & i hate guys nowadays . dk why . weird , bt its true . lol . nt all guys i hate , only guys that irritates me . kay da bye .

Assalamualaikum .

im not in the mood to chat or even talk to anybody .

so i guess its gonna be a short post.

whats happening with my lyfe ryte now ? everythings started to change .

ferst its hym & now its daddy . next is who ? arghhh !

i just hate my lyfe now .

dont blame me if my attitude started to change .

i wish to have a happier lyfe , why cant i have that ?

& yes , to that sumone , you told me to wait .. so here i am waiting for you .

still waiting ~

but how its gonna take ? 1 year huh ? grr !

I HATE MY LYFE !

& that guy above , thats Yusfarril .

sorry , bt i guess you could find sumone better . im just nt interested to know guys .

& sorry if because of me you just gt no mood to talk or whatever .

sorry . you are a nice guy & caring but i just dk why i dont wish to contact with you agaen .

sorry i didnt reply your messages & pick up all your calls .

thanks for being once a great & caring friend .

so i guess thats all i gonna update .

Assalamualaikum.

i dont wish to have a new mummy )': pls ?

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK !

i need sumone to talk to . i just cant keep this feelings to myself . argghhh ~

heyhey ! :D

let me share about my day today aye ? hee(:

so yea , wake up ard 12+ eventhough yesterday slept so early .

huahua . so received a call frm a friend , dier ajak teman go for an interview .

so kesian nye psl , teman hym go . den blablabla .

den ard 4+ 5 meet ana & ifa :DD

at last we meet(: hehe .

both vvery adorable & short short . huahua .

im taller . HAHA .

so teman ifa bought her stuff den go walk walk & took some pics .

& ifa ! some i tk receive taw . cause lum send you da stop sharing ):

hehe . send me agaen when ure back from holiday aites ?

& hope you enjoy urself there sweets .

and and , thanks alot for the bag . (:

so yeah , we walk walk , eat , talk talk . hee .

had so much fun spending tyme with them .

will meet soon agaen kay dearest ? teehee*

den went home ard 8+ . den blablabla , mls nk type . =DD

reached home only , switch on comp . standard .

hahaa :D

& webby with sumone for awhile . & at last he chat with me .

and , pls kay . i have nvr once said ure nt the best or what so ever .

im still waiting ~

hais . no matter hw long it gonna take , im still waiting unless if you really dont wish to be with me agaen , tell me aites ? ):

kay , lets just drop the subject .

tmrw will be spending tyme with family . shopping agaen . wee ~

gonna buy lots & lots of things .

hmm . i guess i'll update agaen tmrw (:

goodnyte people :DD lollidreams (:

Assalamualaikum.

Labels: alot ):, imy

2nd post for the day :DD

today plans to go friends pit was canceled cause i lazy & no mood to enjoy .

so yea , stay home .

Boring . Boring & Borinnnnnnnnnnng !

i waiting for my christmas presents !

Don , iiQal & Ferrari dont forget hor , krg kater nk belikn christmas presents . haha :D

christmas got many plans , bt dk who to go out with .

don ajak kuar . haiya ~

& oh oh . don , you say you make the female clown tattoo den i make the male one ryte ? hee*

should i do it ? fikiran ! hah !

kay forget abt it .

ltr going shopping agaen , with mummy . *wide smile*

going to eat kfc ltr . YAY ~

haha . my cute little stomach is vvvery hungry . since morning lum eat .

kecian kn ? i know . so gonna eat alot ltr .

& oh . to that sumone , i hope you gt the mood to eat . dulu slalu kater tkder mood , tkder selera so yea , do take care of your health .

why am i so kpo ? haiyo .

skip topic .

kay tibe2 blank . actually i gt so many things to say , bt tibe2 all i forget .

haha . oh ! i have nt bath since morning . smelly me ~

huahua .

im missing sumone , alot ):

i gt some things to share .

hee . read it .

A million tears you cried for me ,

A million words you say to me .

All that you have done for me ,

wont be the same as much that

I have sacrifice for you baby .

As the songs played through my phone ,

It reminds me of us throught the nights ,

As your name appear on the screen ,

My heart starts to beat fast .

As your picture appears on the screensaver ,

It gave me a wide smile .

All i ever wanted was to have you by my side .

Till eternity it will last .

I Love You .

sweet enough ? lol .

kayy , im tired of typing & staring at the comp since morning .

time to say goodbye . huahua .

Assalamualaikum .

Labels: im trying to smile and forget about what you did to me the last tyme eventhough its hard.

Booooooooooo ! (:

early ryte i already wake up ? HAHA . eventhough yesterday slept at ard 4am today i wake up early . amazing ! hee .

so yeah , yesterday was sunday .

a sad day as well as a happy day for me .

happy cause mummy ajak go shopping :DD

*wide smile*

bought alot of things & guess what i eat really alot .

especially ice-cream & chocolates . stress i guess ? hais .

a sad day cause , dont wish to talk about it . cried too much already yesterday .

friends , thanks for being day for me . cheering me up . appreciate it lots .

i just need to know smth frm you .

if you were to read my blog , pls , answer my qs .

i really need to know .

how long am i supposed to wait ? what if i wait & suddenly you gt sumone else ?

you hurt me too much already , dont tell me you want hurt me more ? but if you do , i gt nth to say ):

you make me nt to trust in love .

you make me nt to trust with guys .

i swear it really hurt alot , yes i may be strong in front of ppl . laughing & smiling when actually im nt . i need sumone )':

i guess you have nvr once spare a thought abt of my feelings ryte ?

i just need to know your answers thats all .

pls , dont keep me waiting anymore .

guess will update agaen ltr .

Assalamualaikum .

each tyme i post something here , its all about us . everything about us , my feelings . it hurts me deeply to see us this way , the way you treated me . more to strangers ): i love you alot , the love from me to you its priceless . love you too much that i cant accept it with the way you treated me . yes , i nye org seorg yg penyabar . i try to forgive & forget everything you did . but each tyme i forgive you , you did it agaen & agaen .

am i being too kind to you ?

you know how long i have been hurt & cried everynyte ?

since 9 December . almost lyke 2weeks ?

you show your care & love to sumone else .

you save your pp8 for sumone else .

you tried to be the best for sumone else .

but me ?

i show my love & care to you

i waited for your message & calls every single day

i tried to be the best for you

i tried to make this relationship happy

im the one getting hurt in this relationship , but i guess ure out there enjoying with friends ?

maybe nt a guess , its the fact .

found sumone better ? love her ? she love you ? care for her more ? pls , tell me if you really have one . dont keep me waiting .

sungguh menyakitkn hati )':

i type this with what left inside my heart .

Lari, lari, lari Aku lari tingalkan semua iniUntuk mencari, cari, cari Ketenangan diri
Pergi, pergi, pergi Engkau pergi dari hidupku iniKu tak mahu, mahu Engkau hadir dalam diri ini
Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu Ku simpan semua sebak di dada Biar ku yang terluka Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu
Lafaskan kata dari bibi rAdakahnya dari hati Mungkin kau tak fahami maksudnya yang tersembunyiTitisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini
(Korus)MengapaAku yang terlukaAku yang meranaAku yang menahan sisa baki cinta iniEngkau yang memintaAku yang sengsara Rimas, rimas aku rimas
RapTidak pesona kecundangIstana jiwa ku goyang Roboh dan tumbang Sawan ku lantangTidak berpantang Letupnya siang-siang Bukannya alang-kepalang datangnya perang Dan bawa ku ke jurang Pulanglah sayang janji ku tatang Ku hapuskan dalang Dalangnya sayang Sayangnya hilang Hilanglah garang Garang ku Terbang melayang Terbongkang ku terbangkau terhoyong-hayang Tak pandang belakang Terkangkang kira ku tak diundang ku rapuh Semua tak bertiang janji ku kini kan berulang
(Ulang korus)
Lari lari aku Lari tinggalkanTinggalkan semua ini Untuk mencariUntuk mencari ketenangan Aku pergi tinggalkan Tinggalkan kau sendiri Ku pergi, kini ku pergi Tinggalkanmu
(Ulang korus 3x)

Labels: *crying*

oh well , no mood at all .

hurt , mad , sad , everything . all come at once !

stress stress stress !

its hurting inside . yes , i did smile & laugh . but it was just a show )=

i cried , but have ever once asked why i cry ? No . not at all .

so you rather asked other girls huh ?

you care for them more ? thats great !

*clap hands*

proud to have one !

dont wish to talk about it .

lets just talk about today . so yeah , went out ard 6+ .

meet cousins & papylon at grandlink .

karaoke for 2hours .

still nt enough . haha ! there are many pictures , bt lazy to upload .

sing out loud ! :D but still , heart pain ): hurt !

so ended at ard 9.30pm .

so went bedok to have our late dinner .

sorry baby , you have late dinner . hee .

so we eat , talk & talk . share stories . laugh together , cry together .

sweet kn ? i know (: so talk talk until nearly 11pm . haha !

planned to go dwntwn to catch a movie , bt at last plan was canceled .

cause the movie starts at ard 1.15am & left with only front rows . wth !

so we went pasir ris park & chit chat . hee .

very windy & cold . talk too much today . HAHA !

thanks cousin for being there for me always . ily !

ard 1am walk back hm cause no more bus . huahua =DD

so now , here i am blogging . hehe .

exactly 2more weeks to our 1mth ): hais .

everything changed .

ure enjoying ? ure laughing ? having fun ? everything .

but me ?

keep on thinking about you :C

will update agaen tmrw . i guess ?

oh yar ! should i delete my tagged ? hmm .

Assalamualaikum .

Labels: I miss the old you ): waiting ~

heyhey !
my cousin just came back frm US .
& so meet her just now . talk abt studies & all -.- hahaa ! then went for dinner . hehe . todayy my cute little stomach get to eat alot kn baby ? huahua . da bonceeeeeeet ~
but nt that boncet la . hee (: then meet kawan jap , did something . hee . i tattoo his name on my wrist . believe it ? no ryte ? i know cause you ppl will nt believe it . hmm . so lpk for awhile den straight went home sweet home . hehe :D
went home only talk to papy abt tmrws plan . so we decided to go grandlink & karaoke . hahaa ! so blablabla . den nw here i am blogging & dgr lagu (third party) . heard the song before ? if no , go & listen . HAHA =DD
& gonna sleep early today . ferst tyme ryte ? i know . hehe . wake up early tmrw & go 109 den going dwntwn i guess ? hmm .

so abt my love lyfe story . hmm . still the same ): no change at all . message ? cn count using my fingers . call ? once only . still waiting for the answers my dear , when are you going to answer it ? the message that i send it to you that day , i still wanna know ur answers . pls . hais . do i have to wait everytyme ? you are making me look lyke fool wait & wait . must you do dis to me raihan ? )=
up to you la kayy ? when you are ready with the answers tell me . straight to the point . im all ready ):

hais . will update agaen when i feel bored . huahua ~
missing you dearest & i still love you lyke how i used to .
Assalamualaikum .

A bad day will forever stay . thought it could be the most exciting & an enjoyment for me . but ended up to be the worst part . yes , friends & cousin were there for me . but all i want is you to comfort me . all i need is you . you are enough to be my everything . the tyme when you walked away from me i feel lyke there is a knife piercing thru my heart . it hurts . i know im wrong cause did not talk to you , but it feels so different to talk to you . & i talked to your friends is because they asked me some relevant questions . Hais . About what happened when i went red house , just dont talk abt it . i love you . only god knows how much i love you & care for you . why must dis happen ? is dis a test frm god for me ? )': all i can do is cry . my friends tried to cheer me up , yes i did laugh & smile , but actually i am still thinking where are you , where you go , are you okay & stuff . i waited for you to reply my message . 2 weeks has past , & im glad im strong enough to hold on to dis relationship eventhough all i have to do is wait for everything . i have never ever regretted loving you . i still love you lyke how i used to . all i could wish for is that i really hope everything between us changed in a good way . happy always . thats the only wish .
& i hope you pass your nlevel with flying colours .

Labels: waiting .

dk how many tymes i updated my blog today . haha !

so yea , now nga webbie with my cuzzy . that crazy girl . tadyy suro org jage kedai dier lagy . tkper laa , dier kasi gaji jgk kn kn kn ? (: huahua .

im waiting for boyfriend to online nie . kater nk webbie . abeyh maseh nga tdo .

lyke oink oink ~

tkper la , he is tired . tady he go G Y M . cute kn ? cause i say he fat .

but you only gt babats my dear . not that fat actually . huahua :D

so while nga webbie nie , i played some games . online games .

i makeover megan fox . LOL .

taaaadaaaaa ~

the pictures . hehe .

my Megan Fox . haha !

tuu dier , dats me & boyfriend . kn kn ?

im his princess & he is my prince (: hee

b , ltr i pregnant i pakai lyke that . gt class ~

&& this is my wedding cake . lawa ryte ? i know :DD

so , thats the pictures . huahua .

boyfriend lyke pig la . tdo aje . haiyoo ~

cpt la . im waiting . i going out soon you know . haiyooo !

faster faster faster .

see that cute guy above ? thats my love , sayang , cinta & everything ^.^

cute kan dier ? i know i know =D

the monkey is his friend , ryte boyfriend ? Y E S !

hahaha :D

hmm . im so glad everythings fine between me & boyfriend (:

yeah ! *clap hands* huahua !

i l o v e y o u !

& yeahh ! tmrw chalet (: & at last get to meet boyfriend . hee . tmrw is the day ,

enjoyyyyyyy !

drink & drunk ? huahua . nahh ~

dont want jady cm dat tyme . drunk rabaaaaaak . haiya !

so blablabla .

& nw my cute little stomach is hungry ): chill baby , will eat soon (: hehe .

will update agaen ltr . a proper post . huahua .

assalamualaikum .

I have never regretted loving you

P.S ; & I miss you . Alot ):

Boooooooooooo ! :DD

im bored dats why i update my blog . teehee*

im addicted to the lagu Barbie Girl . weird ~

but its true . hehe .

i'm a barbie girl , in a barbie world ... HAHA !

B O R E D !

adr org ajak tgk wayang , blanje lagy . huahua . but mls gtu loh nk g .

cause why ? far ! at town -.- hee . but nt going la . lazyyyyyyy ~

so yeah , stay home .

sumone bbl universe , tknk sebut name la kn . forget it .

its hard to trust guys nowadays hor ? wanted to trust them but its hard .

sweet talks ? grr ! hate it .

dont say it when you dont mean it .

FCUK FCUK FCUK !

hate my lyfe ? hate love ? whatever la .

break my heart ? up to you . you will get it in return . hah !

&& miffy muffin wife , dont worry la . muffin love only you , he wont fall for me .

& my boyfriend more handsome than miffy muffin :D

kay , skip . i wanna talk abt some guys . who just dont understand that

i'm A T T A C H E D !

Got this one guy frm tagged , & not rudy . dis one guy sent me message thru tagged

& said , he wants my number & want to knl2 with me . lol .

they are just blind i guess ? cant they see my status ?

dis is what i called , S T U P I D !

So yeah , i replied , & said , im attached .

guess what he said ?

when ure single tell me , i want to know you & will wait for you .

bbl sungguh world ! HAHA ! nie la lelaki . pfft ~

den blablabla .

i want watch final destination 4 !

wait wait wait . the day will come . soon will watch it . LOL .

kay . bye . i'll update agaen when im bored . huahua .

Assalamualaikum .

Should listen to it (:

Heyy readers . Currently im bored & nga webcam with dis monyong . HAHA . kay , actually no mood at all . dk why . hais . tried to smile & be happy .. but i just cant )=
lyfe so complicated .
thought falling in love is the best thing & could make me feel as if im in cloud 9 but i guess i was wrong ?
hais ): mayb this is just a challenge for me ? hmm . what to do . just gt to bear with it . LOL .
kay , lets just bukak topic baru .
mcm gyler webcam ngn dis crazy girl of mine ~
hahahaha =D
den blablabla . dis morning went out so early just to go for some stupid talks at swissotel . B O R I N G i tell you . but gt alot of matreps . grr ~ but dont worry my boyfriend , i nvr menggatal , only senyum cause they smile at me . huahua ! must be friendly correct ? Y E S . hahaa :D
so , today nvr go out . mayb at nyte . going vivo den watch movies . weee ~ but mayb aje . hehe .
so damn fucking B O R E D . huahua . kay blablabla . yeaaaaah ! tmrw meeting boyfriend . siap kau ~ soalan confirm byk . so get ready with your answers or you want to give lies or what . kay ?
nw at home A L O N E . all working . cb ~
& nw that monyong , g mkn .. suro org jage kedai dier . thru webcam . HAHA ! prangai mcm siak . miss kawan-kawanku ): alot ! especially zahryn . dont worry , nxt wed mesti turun . kiter enjoy cm dat tyme bdae aku . huahua . aku nk kasi kau worried utk aku lagy ~ weeeee ! drunk together , laugh together kay kawan ? :DD
kay , suddenly otak blank blank . hahaaa ! my holidays , sungguh the boring . especially weekends . stay home aje . nk kuar , mls . cause why ? no money . everyday ddk umah , sleep sleep sleep . chat chat chat . lyke oink oink . papylon kater gni , " mestila dier tknk keje , psl dier tau adr org slalu nk kasi dier duet . tu psl dier ddk umah goyang kaki aje . abeyh slalu tdo lmbt angun sampai kul 12+ . " kalah mak org nye bbl . LOL .
kay da bye . nxt tyme i blog agaen aye ? takecares . much love .

HONEY♥

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