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My Love , My Heart , My Everything ^^

Love you like no others will baby . Promise to love only you .

0 3 0 4 2 0 1 0 , till Eternity ~

iloveyou , Khairudy .

Good evening readers ^^
Just woke up from my beauty sleep . Damn tired . Tsk .
Guess what ? I just got my phone back ! *wide smile* Happy siol ~
Kay whatever . School ends 0200pm today . From 0800am-1030am , i sleeeeeeeeep . Went sickbay . My body was so weak & had headache . So yea , at 1030am , Natasha fetched me from office . Hees . Didn`t eat . Went hall with Kasmin . 'B' akuuu ! Nyahah ~
Blablabla . I wanna drop art . Seriously . Can`t cope ): Reached home , eat , watch tv & sleep (: Rudy da dead -.- Didn`t text at all . Oh . Otp eh ngn org laen ? Hmm . Its okay (:
Mizzuan , this for you kawan ; Hey Mizzuan . You`re deeply hurt about what happened the other day ryte ? I`m sorry . But still , you`re as sweet as ever . You never failed to text me each & everyday . You never give up . You care for me . You was so angry when i called you just now . You have never scold me that bad before . You kept calling me stupid for getting drunk & everything . You wait for my message everyday . I was touched , seriously . You told me , everyday you online at tagged as well as in msn , you waited patiently hoping i would give you a message at tagged or nudge you in msn . But i didn`t . Cause i didn`t know . I`m sorry my friend . You`re just not a friend , but my bestest & greatest friend indeed . You were there for me . Through the ups & downs . You cheer me up . You never failed to put a smile on my face . We have gone through alot . I hope we don`t have to end this friendship . Miss you monyong .
& Oh , to Amran & Herman ,
Happy 25th Birthday . Hope this special day brings you joy & happiness . Thanks for everything . Thanks for those advice . I appreciate it much . I love you both real much ! Meet sooooooooon :D
Tomorrow exam starts . English paper 1 & Social studies . Gonna revise my social studies later(: I wanna pass ! Hees . Kay byee . Sayang semua . But sayang Rudy lebih ^^
Assalamualaikum .

Saw that girl up there ? ^ Bestest cousin ever (: I miss youu , cousin .

Sorry , if lately i didn`t talk much . Idk why , i just don`t feel lyke talking at that point of tyme . Sorry cuz [: Will meet you soon kay ?

Lets just talk about my day today aye ? School was okay . I guess . W/o fon with me , i`m getting lazier -.- I slept in class & could not concentrate much . Cause why ? Been thinking about my fon . It mean so much to me taw . Tsk . Boleh mati sia fon tkder . Haiy !

Doa-doa i akan dapat my fon alek today , Amin !

Didn`t attend maths study tyme . Huahua . Lazyy ~

Reached home , called baby . Talktalktalk . & Rudy tk abesabes watched Adnan Sempit . Psl aper . adr moto idamannye . Pfft . B , maseh adr lagy 2tahun laa baru kau boleh adr moto . Hehh ! Everyday mesti nk kene bbl psl moto -.=" Hmm .

Ohyar , harap-harap this saturday can go out . Da lama tk go out with girlfriends ): Rinduu !

But they wanna drink . Hais . Maybe i won`t drink cause , i dont wanna get drunk again . Baby da siang-siang ckp tknk jage aku kalau mabok lagy . HAHA .

B , bestkan tgk aku mabok ? Lols . Kay whatever .

Malas nk type lagy . Nk bathe ! & Yay ! Bsk school ends 1145am *wide smile*

Mat handsome[s] coming our school ~

Budak CD , weee ! Kay diam . Hahas . Kay byee .

Rindu fon , rindu baby , rindu semua .

Sayang Rudy ^^

Assalamualaikum .

I miss my fon ): real much . Much more than i miss boyfriend . Seriously . B laa nie , kau ajak aku minum , kan da mabok . Skrg fon tkder . Eish ! But still , its fun taw . Hehh ! Kan b kan ? B , i read your blog tady , sedihnye . Lols . Walaupun tk trust , tetap aku sayang kau pe . Hehe . Meet soon rudy . Haha . Kay bye . Insyaallah tmrw i update again hor . Goodnyte . Sweetdreams people . I love rudy , i miss rudy but i miss my fon more . Assalamualaikum (:

Labels: I nak phoneeeee alek ):

BREEZER PEACH !

Randomly i drink . Dk why , but i just feel like drinking . Tsktsk . But still , it feels great after drinking . I guess . I want more . Please . (:

Kay stop it . I just got no mood since the last few days . It feels like , something is bothering me . But idk what is it . This year , i`m sososo lazy to go school . Each week , there must be at least one day i didn`t attend school . Haiy ! Whats happening ? Nlevels coming , yet i`m so lazy . Hais . Lets just stop talking about school :D

Hmm . R/s status , no comments -.-

Its feels like we are drifting further apart . Dk whats the reason . It feels so sudden .

Don`t wish to elaborate more . Hmm .

But still , i love rudy .

Kay byeeeeeeeee ! Nantok doh . Penat . Pening .

Love semua , but Rudy lebih ^^

Labels: Drink Again ? Heeh .

I wonder how long [insertname] gonna keep those lies . It`s not that i wanna believe what people says . But look , it`s your own friend who told me everything . It`s your friend my dear . Not any outsiders . Not someone whom we don`t even know . It`s your friend . I don`t think what he said is not true . Sigh* We will just wait & see . Lies is all over you my dear . Its all over you . Hais . Why [insertname] , why must you lie ? Does it make you happy telling lies ? Well , if it does make you happy did you ever thought about my feelings ? I don`t think so . Who am i to you actually ? Think kay . If i`m sumone important to you , think about the way you`ve been treating me . Those lies . Promise no secrets , no lies . But what now ? Where is all those promises gone to ? You hate liars , so do i . I hate it too . You said , if i lie , its hard for you to trust me again . So now , you`ve been lying to me many times , but i just kept quiet , i ignore & took it as if , i don`t even know a thing when actually deep inside i`m hurt . Hurt caused by you . I`ve trusted you , but you misuse those trust i show & give )`: Thanks alot . I`ll act as if nothing happen when actually the trust , is no longer there . Gain my trust , if you think you really need to . Show your love , if you think you are sincere . Waiting patiently *crying* God above , please give me strength to hold on . I do love him , i really do )`:

Labels: Empty Promises.

[ Taken ; 20th March 2010 ]

Miss those great tymes we had . Nyahah ! Drink & Drunk together .

I miss my girls ! Meet soon sweethearts :D

As for today , didn`t attend school . Its not that i`m lazy or what , but we need to go ite dk for what . & Its till 5pm . Saper mau layan doh . Lols . So stayed home , chat & chat . Oh , sebelum i luper , just wanna wished Riera Happy Birthday .

Hey Riera , Happy 16th Birthday Sweety ! May this special day brings you joy & happiness .

Love you shorty ! :D

Just a short post will do , malas nk type . Kay bye !

Sayang rudy ? Hmm . Sayang la sangat-sangat ^^ Assalamualaikum .

School was great :D Eventhough its monday (: School ends 0230pm , cause i went for my study time you know . Goodgirl much ? Hehs . Reached home , switch on the comp & till now i`m chatting . I`m Hungry ): I nak food . Guess what ? Idk why , but when i`m with rudy , its lyke i sanggup sacrifice my lunch , my school money just to topup for hym ? Am i foolish ? Idk if what i`m doing is a good thing or not . Well , i wanna topup for hym so that he can text me & i can call hym . But , i notice that each tyme , he would be the one calling people . Stupid kan ? Haiy . Oh well , what to do . Too generous too waste his pp8 by calling people -.- Grr . Pape laa kan . Tomorrow , i`ll topup for rudy . Cause tady in school , i asked so many people adr ATM card tak . Tsk . Aku topup kn $10 aje , so i can see how fast he gonna use it . Clever kan ? I know . Hehes . & Swear i do miss that tongong matrep ): 1week you know tk jumpe . Entaenta kau jumpe ppn laen eh b . Its okay , Allah sedang melihat segalanya . What goes around , comes around (: Hehe . & Ohh . Gonna do for rudy blog soon . Huahua . Yesterday , otp with rudy for 2hours+ . Many kan stories kiter nk talk about sampai talk lame gtu . Haha .
& I don`t understand why people now a days are so free taw . Mcm tkder keje laen gtu kan , pass my number around . Tsktsk . Please laa , grow up . Stop passing numbers around . So immature . Lols . Hmm . Ohoh , Ayraah , this is for you sweety (:
Ayraah , don`t think too much okay ? I`m sure nothings gonna happen . Aku akan doa kan kau semoga tkder pape , Amin . Makesure don`t repeat those stupid mistakes again kay ? Igt taw , this year Nlevel , kalau kau masuk cmane ? Hais . Wish you all the best my friend . Love ya :D
& Mizzuan , court kau postpone lagy ? Haiy . Sampai byler doh ? Nyahah . Meet soon monyong(:
& Wan Kechik , rindu banget sama kamu ): Miss the old tymes , chatchat together eheh ? Huahua . Takecare gemok . Hehhs !
& To my Girlfriends , I miss you girls so much . Meet soon kay sweethearts ? Drink & Drunk together lagy . Hehehs ! Love you girls . RS , always together :D
Tomorrow fel`s birthday . Hahas ! Fel , wish you in advance aye ?
Happy 16th Birthday Birdy ! Da besar la dier , da boleh kawin da (: Huahua . May this day brings you joy & happiness . Lovelove you (:
Dengan secara tiba-tiba , raihan call saya . Lols . That fatass ! Huahua . Kay , i`m done .
Waitwait , Rudy rudy rudy , aper alasan plak yang kau nak beri kali ini ? Tdo ? Batt flat ? Mane satu doh ? (: Nvm , forget it . Naseb baek i penyabar taw . But still , kau tetap pujaan hatiku . HAHA . Kay bye . Sayang semua , tapy Rudy lebih . Hehh . Assalamualaikum ^^

Labels: Papylon mane kau ? Cepat alek doh .

Just a random post . (:

Babyboy , this post , it`s for you .

Heyy baby . I know you might not be reading this , but let me just show those people how much i love you . No matter what people say about you , i`m not gonna listen to them . Cause i know , you`re not that type . B , you promise me that you`re not going to keep any secrets from me ryte ? I trust you . Cause after the day you promised me , you never told me lies . You said you gonna prove them wrong . You gonna prove them that we gonna last kn b kn ? Hees . B , thanks for everything . Thanks for entering my lyfe . Thanks for the love & care . I appreciate it much . I really do (: I`m fortunate enough to have you as part of my lyfe .

& Baby you`re the best . I love you with all my heart . B , i love you not for what you are but for what i am when i`m with you . You make me feel as if i`m in cloud 9 whenever i`m with you . & when i`m with you , it feels lyke there is only me & you . I feel protected when i`m with you . Baby , you`re the one who showed me what true love means . No one could ever replace you dear . B , once i give you my heart , means you are mine till eternity .

Rudy , i love you . I need you ^^

Hanya kau yang ku cinta . I love you idiot :D

Mwaaaaaaaaaaacks !

Labels: Tiada Dua Hanya Satu Yang Ku Cinta♥

Spent my saturday with my dearest cousin . Had so much fun with you sweety (:

Took manymany pics . Talk craps . Share our stories . Eventhough ♥ did not meet me , i don`t mind . Actually i mind , but hmm , nvm forget about it . Hahas ! ♥ , please meet me soon . Kinda miss you ): & Don`t forget my pooh bear . Hees . Once i receive that bear from ♥ , i don`t mind if ♥ not meeting me . 1week tk jumpe pun tkper . Lols . Kay fake . I swear i miss my babyboy muchmuch . Hmm . Atlast , just now ♥ apologize about what happened yesterday . Hees . Babyy , i wanna tell you something .

I lovelovelove you . So much . Much more than i love my bantal bucuk ^^

Remember those promises you made taw . Break my heart , I break your face . Hahas :D

Sayang kau !

Labels: Khairudy`s Babygirl ♥

Well , here it goes ~
Specially for babylove ,
Everything was planned very well but it all turned out to be the other way round . Why baby ? Its not that i wanna push all the blames to you but you agree to it & at last you didn`t turn up . Why must you asked what tyme we supposed to meet when you actually planned to meet at 8pm ? You didn`t text me the whole day baby . You kept me waiting . Why must you treat me this way ? Did i do something wrong ? I tried to be the best girlfriend . I tried to give the best in this relationship . I trusted you . You promised me that you gonna prove those people wrong . You told me that we gonna last . But with the situation we are at now , does it tells or show you that we will last ? I didn't expected it to turn out this way . This shows me to think the other way round about you . You said you make me your first priority but hell no . I can see that your friends are more important to you . Thanks Baby for everything . I really do appreciate it much (: I'll still keep waiting for your msg . Lets see how long you take to send a simple text for me . Still loving you .

Labels: Patience is a virtue ..

Its been days since i last updated my blog . Miss me ? Lols . Well , been busy with school actually . Hmm . When was the last tyme i update ? Monday ? Nvm , forget it .

Let me just update about tuesday , wednesday , thursday & friday :D

Maybe i`ll just summarize it aites ?

Tuesday ,

School ends 1230pm , straight went airport . Accompany papy for a job interview . Rajin kn ? Yup , i know . Hees . Mummy tag along , she took MC . Huahua . Had our lunch first . After that went to the office . The interview was at 0230pm i think ? Was at the airport till 0600pm . Gosh ! Me & mummy stay outside the office . Da laa sleepy , lagy kt tmpt aircon , fuuh ! Best tuu kalau tdo . Hehh ! & actually i really did . Was too tired -.-

Blablabla , in the bus i tetdo . Idk how i sleep , but all i know it must be really ugly . Lols .

Reached home , bathe & terus bareng tk angun . Sampai makan pun malas . Hees . Kay , done about tuesday . *clap hands*

Wednesday ,

Didn`t go school ! Yay ! Cause why ? Too tired :D

Matrep say i pemalas bukan penat -.- Eh matrep , i btolbtol penat ler . (: I`m not lazy lyke you hor . Hehe . Went Whitesand after i woke up , that is around 1100pm ? I guess . Didn`t bathe , da g Whitesand . HAHA . But , i gosok gigi & wash my face taw . Huahua .

Theeeeeeeen , i cannot remember aper lagy .

Thursday ,

Matrep plak didn`t go school . Cause , ohhh ! I remember now . Wednesday nyte , otp with matrep , theeeeeen , i tknk put down the phone . Hahas ! I pakse him talk to me . Huahua . So he was too tired , thursday tk g school . Huahua . In school , nth much to talk about .

All i cn remember , afternoon , went my makcik house , cause this Saturday nk nikah . Hees . You know what ? I yg pakai kn my makcik henna taw . I draw . Lawa taw :D Hehh ! Saper nk kawin , i boleh uat kn henna . Kay fake . Hees . Otp with matrep , then he make me binget -.- I binget , dier nk majok . Pe saje aje taw . Lols . Reached home around , hmm , 1200am i think . Can`t remember . Then idk what . *blank*

Today ,

Mummy Daddy tk work :D They fetch me after school . Hees . Went tamp & i had my lunch at Swensens . Yumyum (: After that , jlnjln , bought some stuffs . Hees . Then went home , terus sleeeeeeeeep :D Currently doing nth . Mummy Daddy & Papy , go out makan dinner . I too lazy to go out . So , stay home lor . Hees . Yay ! Tomorrow jp matrep . Huahua :D

Kay i`m done . At last ! (:

Hungryhungry ! Mummy cepaaaaaaat alek . I want my food :D

Labels: HungryHungryHungry.

Hey . Just woke up from my afternoon nap (: & before that , papy disturb my sleep -.- She sleep beside me . Suke sangat kacau org . Nanty byler kene kacau alek , pandai mengamok . Guess what she did ? I was sleeping , she took my phone & snapsnap pictures of me sleeping . Not only that , she even message rudy . She said , "Hello rudy . " Tak ke kental tuu ? Hahahas . Da binget i tk lyn her , tau pun kuar dari bilik aku . Hehh ! Kay skip . Lets talk about school . Just now , i go study tyme taw . Haha . Actually mmg adr niat tknk g , but hais , its only until 0230pm . School as usual . Boring . Tady , during chemistry adr tdo skejap . Skejap aje . Nantok sgt uhh & lesson pun boring . Tau nape nantok ? Cause yesterday me & papy tdo sam-same . Cute kn ? HAHA . A single bed shared with two ppl . LOLs . But i took most of the space . Huahuahua . But still , cnnt sleep . Yesterday text rudy till 0200am , & off he went to sleep . Me ? Hmm . Idk what tyme i sleep . (: Blablabla . Naseb tomorrow school ends at 1230pm . Senang hidup aku , alek cptcpt , mkn & sleeeeeeeeeeep ! :D & you know what ? Mummy maseh tk bbl with me -.=" & this morning , i went school all alone ): Papy kater nk antar , at last dier tdo alek . Hmph ! Kay da , cukup-cukup aje . I want bathe & talktalk sama kakak tersayangku . LOLs . Toodles !

Labels: My hand still hurts ):

Well , i`m just gonna update about my day today . Might be a short post . Hmm . Sunday ?Hmm . BORED ! Didn`t do much actually . Went out for dinner with family & went home . Thats all . Boring kan ? I know . And oh . Tomorrow school . Monday blues again -_- and school end 0330pm , there is study tyme . Damn it . Feel so lazy . Hmm . But still , have to go . Haiy ! Blabla . & I swear i miss my dearest cousin real lots ): Its been some times we didn`t have a long chat together . Cousin , i have lots of stories to share with you taw . Lotslots of stories . I guess , this coming saturday we gonna spent tyme together kay ? But sweety , my boify will be meeting me too taw . But don`t worry , i will still entertain you kay ? :D iloveyou , cousin (:
& Fel , sorry about yesterday . Aku terase kay bace kau pey post . Ass you . Aku tau laa , aku penting kn mataer . But babe , aku jp dier cume once a week hor . Understand me kay ? Hehh ! Sayang kau . Mwacks ! I`ll update again tomorrow . Gonna have a goodnyte sleep & wake up fresh & early tomorrow morning . Gonna study real hard . O level MT is nxt month ? I guess . Thats what i heard from my friends . Hmm . Time flies fast huh ? Kay bye . Sweetdreams . Lovelove Rudy & Sehaa . Hugs*

*look up* my eyes looks funny -.="

Kay whatever . Hehhs ! Saturday outs with babylove . It`s great & really did enjoy myself .

Thanks for the day Rudy . Had so much fun spending tyme with you :D Hmm . Let me just summarize the story . Hehh !

First , meet Rudy at Bedok around 0400pm . Accompanied papy meet her friend & after that proceed to Marine Parade -.- Rudy need to take some stuff . Waste almost lyke 1hour at bedok inter . But its okay . Blabla , took bus went Clarke Quay . Was supposed to meet fel and the rest there , but ended up they told me to meet them at Marina . Binget skejap aku . But its okay , me & Rudy walked to Marina . Quite far actually . But it don`t seem far cause me & Rudy have so much stories to talk about :D

Reached Marina , teman Rudy go makan . I didn`t eat cause gonna eat with mummy daddy later on . So yea , while Rudy makan we talktalk . After that Rudy helped me remove the tattoo at my hand . Its painful ): Need to use bare rokok . Haiy . Tu laa , byler uat tk fikir psl nie sume . Byler da uat , baru rase menyesal -.- After that , i need to go Vivo & Rudy went tpy . Dk for what . Kay , da penat typing . Rudy , mane kau menghilang pun aku tktau . Grr . Kay pape laa , tapy tetap aku sayang kau :D

This post goes to Sumone ;

Heyy Mr . My x yang laen eh tk penah uh uat aku irritated cm kau . Kau laa , bsr pey irritating dlm dunie . Bukan nk kater aper uh . Tapy you are just so damn fucking irritating . Kau pey bbl , tk perlu sarcastic uh kay ? Skrg nie , hidup aku ke hidup kau yg kau nk seboksebok psl prangai aku ? Mak bapak aku tk ckp pape psl prangai aku yang kau sebok tego psl prangai aku nape ? Ass . Get a lyfe kay Mr ? Stop being so irritating . Just get out from my lyfe . Thanks alot . Takecare .

Kay , I`m done . Sayang sama Rudy <3

Assalamualaikum .

Heyy . Good Evening :D

Just woke up from my beauty sleep . Didn`t get to sleep that well cause stupid people just love to disturb my sleep . Keep on calling non-stop . Idk who , but i think it must be that stupid work place -.- Cause yesterday , i lied to daddy & said that i`ve called the work place when actually i`ve not . Hahas . But no matter what , i`m not answering their calls . So managers , don`t waste your tyme calling me . Thank you .

Lets talk about my day today . Hmm . A boring day i can say . All alone at home . Papy working . Sigh* Daddy will be back soon , i guess . Mummy ? Oh . Don`t wish to talk about her -.- She just won`t talk to me . & Guess what ? This morning , i went school all alone ): Nvm , its okay . Lets see how long she don`t want talk to me . School ends 1230pm . Today , i did study all the way you know . Firstly , maths . 3 periods . Gosh ! Boleh mati katak , otak boleh pecah study maths for 3 periods . After that was physics , i did study too . But only for few mins . I think . But still study what (: Then after recess was Chemistry and followed by Social studies . Both lesson i also study , eventhough it`s a bore . Goodgirl huh ? Oh well . Hahs ! After school , went home straight . Text rudy . He is a goodboy . Lols . He told me he went friday prayers ? LOLs . Kay whatever . Blablabla ~

So now here i am , blogging . No ones chatting with me . Sungguh boring .

Currently listening to , Keyshia Cole feat. Alicia Keys - Only With You .

A very nice song :D for me laa . Hahah .

& Oh . Tomorrow is the day . 10th April . Sigh*

Sorry Fel , go ahead w/o me ): Wish i could be there . Hopefully i can go out tomorrow .

Please . Please . Please , i want go out .

& Tomorrow 10th April , Aunty`s Birthday . Aunty , iqah wish in advance aye ?

Happy Birthday . Semoga panjang umur & murah rezeki . Amin :D

Guess i`m done with my stories . Hehhs !

Will update again tomorrow .

Takecares .

Oh god , daddy is so damn irritating . Been nagging non-stop . Idk what he wants , asshole ! Please dad , i know what i`m doing . If you don`t wanna buy me stuff anymore , i don`t mind . There`s no need for you forcing me to work . I know when i`ll start working . Just stop nagging . It is irritating . Just because i didn`t go for my interview today , mum & dad was so angry . No mood . No mood . No mood . Haiy ! Nvm , forget it . No use talking about it . Lets talk about school . Hmm . Well , today during art lesson , i did my design layout . It is rubbish , lols . But at least , i try my best :D Blablabla . School ends at 0200pm . No study tyme *wide smile* Thanks to Natasha , doa lebih-lebih eh . Hahahs . Went home straight , eat . I ate 3times , big appetite huh ? Haha ! As usual , after i had my lunch , sleep sleep sleep . Boleh fat tak kalau lps mkn aje sleep ? Hmm . Woke up ard 0630pm . Sengaje cause i don`t wanna go for the interview . I will only start working after Nlevels . That`s a promise (: Now , i wanna concentrate with my studies . Especially art , very important . Hehhs . Now , waiting for the ryte tyme to call the work place & say that i`ve decided not to work . Need to give a very good reason . Hmm . Leceh uhh , tau tk mintk keje -.- Grr . && i have one thing to say to [insertname] , you will vanish when daylight comes , and will only appear when the nightfall . The negative side about you always linger in my mind y`know . But its okay , we just have to wait & see what`s the next thing gonna happen . (: Patience is a virtue :D
Kay , i`m done . Bye .

Schools getting so bored nowadays . Teachers are getting more and more irritating . Idk whats happening , but i just don`t have the mood to study . Seating arrangement have been changed . Seating 3rd row from the front , it is good , but mengantok kn . Been sleeping & not studying . Only for maths i did study . Well , that`s good enough . Hahas ! First 3 periods , free periods . Yay ! But boring -.- Nothing to do . Hahaha . MYE coming . Not ready for it , especially art . Need to finish up the 4 boards . Wth ? I only did 2 boards . 2 more to go . Malas sioooo nk draw ! & tmrw there is Art . Fcuk ! & idk what i`m typing . Kalau fhm tuu , bagus la . Kay bye . Going ouuuuuuuuuuuuuts ! :D

Second post for today . Idk why , but i just love typing . Crazy huh ? Hahas ! :D
I`m so damn fcuking bored . I`m all alone at home now . Daddy fetch mummy & papy from work . They will only reached home around 1100pm . Gosh ! I`m scared actually to stay home , alone . But nvm , all i got to do is to switch on all the lights . Hehh ! Hmm . I have something to say actually . Well , idk if i could trust [insertname] or not . Eventhough , he is a matrep & playboy he said he will prove to me that he is faithful & everything . I`ve known him for about 3years . I could say i know him inside out ? Hahh ! Dk laa kn . People around me say that he do have many girls . & Yes , i agree . But , lets just see . If you gonna break my heart , [insertname] i promise you i`ll do it double okay ? Set ? :D Prove to people wrong cn ? I promise you i will not flirt around , you too okay ? & i already promise that i will remove that tattoo soon if you help me remove it . Hehh . Just have to pray hard that this tyme my r/s won`t fail . Amin . Eh tongong , kalau nk last with me makesure promise what you say yesterday taw . Jgn nk uat janji-janji melayu aje . Don`t be lyke the typical matreps out there . (: Aku sayang kau idiot :D & tomorrow school starts . Grr . Monday blues . Haiy ! Hope i cn wake up tomorrow morning . & as usual , mummy accompany me to school . I love mummy ! 4years straight you know , from monday to friday w/o fail she accompanies me . How sweet is that ? Hees . But only when we argue she won`t accompany me laa . But idc , cause papy will still accompany me . Hehehe . Oh damn ! i have still not done my english hmwk & art . Shitshit ! Kay i`m done here , gonna finish up my hmwk . 25 more mins & that tupid matrep going to call . Nyahah ! :D Byeee !

Assalamualaikum semuaa ! :D

Out to town with My Bitch , Ayraah :D Huahua . Cm dating kn kiter kn ? (:
Both wear black . Hees . But firstly , told Ayraah to meet me at ecp cause of some family gathering there . & I was late . Alaa , cume brape minutes aje . Hehes . After that from there we proceed to Town . Duer-duer tktau cmane nk g town dari marine parade . Tuuuupid uh lu ~
Hahahas . Went one big round check-check busstop yg kene naek is actually right in front of our eyes -.- Tuu pun Rudy yg tlg . Hehh ! Kalau tk kiter spent our saturday kt Marine Parade . Lols . Kay whatever . Took bus 16 , rot our ass in the bus . Punye laa lame . Eish ! Reached there meet Papylon & After that meet Rudy . Blabla ~
Skipskip .
Went Cahaya , had our dinner . Hees . Ayraah had her Nasi Katil ? Lols . & Me , Nasi Ayam . Hehe . Rudy meet us there . Theeeeeeeeeeeeen , Ayraah followed Dewi & Me followed Rudy . Hmms . And totally forgot that my ezlink card was with Ayraah . Pakse Rudy to follow me , then blabla . Kiter jlnjln , lyke sesat -.- & again we walked one big round just to find that place . HAHA . Rudy ajak naek bus . Grr . Told hym i had probation , tk caye . Huahuahua :D But still , took bus 16 went Marine Parade . Rudy pey busterd , sampai Marine parade , bus 15 da tkder ): Calling-calling org to fetched me . But sume tk leh harap . So asked mama rudy for helped (: Hees . She talked to mummy & say that i`ll be sleeping over at rudy`s crib cause there is no more bus , but mummy say cnnt . She say she will asked Daddy to fetch me home . Hmm . So yeaa , while waiting , chill at rudy`s crib . & Adr cat ! Black colour sumore . Hahas . Talk & talk . Daddy reached , mama rudy sent me sampai kt void deck , salam her & off i went home . Reached home ard 1240am , bathe & everything . Text rudy , blabla . Then sleep (:

& Nazirul , this is for youu boy ;
Heyy . Mind what you say eh . I didn`t make used of you pun kay . I text you cause i thought of going out with youu , but plans sometimes can be cancelled , so you can`t blame me hor . & tk pernah terlintas di fikiran i , yg i want to patch back with youu . & didn`t ask you to put high hopes on me . So its your fault -.- You`re are my past boy , not my future anymore . Move on okay ? Sorry .

I`m Doneee ! :D Toodles !

Let`s talk about my day yesterday aites ? :D

It`s Friday , Good Friday , no school ! Yay ~

Woke up around , i`m not sure what tyme actually . Hehh ! Kay nvm , skip .

Blablabla ~

Went out around 0200pm , i think , went Whitesand meet Anul cause he`s meeting Papy(:

Went Pasir ris park , cause wanna celebrate my dearest cousin birthday .

Ohyar . Happy 12th Birthday , Nadhirah !

Stayed there till 0500pm , went granny house . We walked okay , its tiring -.-

Sume papylon punye psl , nk save duet ezlink card . Wth . Grr ~

While walking , took lots & lots of Anul & Papylon`s pic . Boring mahh , thats why uat laa keje cm gtu . Huahua :D & Its damn fucking hot .

Tapy tkper laa , nie baru kt dunia , lum kt akhirat . Btol tk ? Huahua .

Kay blabla , reached granny house masul bilik ddk depan fan . HAHA . Panas gyler sey cuaca semlm . God ! Hmms . Wait for daddy to come & fetch us . Us means , me , papy & Anul . Hehhs ! Da mcm family knkn ? I know . Went Vivo , fetched mummy .

While waiting , as usual , me & daddy slalu masuk Best Denki , did i spell the correct way ? Kay pape laa . Masuk sane tgktgk bende & Play the games . Hees . (:

Mummy finished work at 10 . Hmm . Penat menunggu .

& Daddy mepek nk mampos -.-

Kiter nga diri , & nmpk orang India taw . Then suddenly he say ,

" Itam kilat orangnya , taek nya juga bulat-bulat "

I think he said something lyke that , was laughing non-stop cause of his stupid lame poems .

Kay da , blabla . Enough of yesterday :D

Let`s talk about today (:

Going out at 0300pm , going ecp with family . & Will be going town ard 0600pm . I guess .

Ohyar , got this one guy , just add me at tagged & msn & suddenly say he like me .

Konek siol . Geli i ~

I show you our convo ;

Amin says:

Hey

` Honey Senoras , says:

hey .

Amin says:

Wat u doing ?

` Honey Senoras , says:

updating blog . you ?

Amin says:

btw u have nice pic

` Honey Senoras , says:

thanks :D

Amin says:

just chatting

u malay or mix?

` Honey Senoras , says:

haha . malay . whyy ?

Amin says:

hmm ntg

i thought u mix ,

hahahahahaha` Honey Senoras , says:

ohhs . hehe (:

Amin says:

da mamam ?

` Honey Senoras , says:

not yet . yourself ?

Amin says:
nope

where u schooling ?

` Honey Senoras , says:

Siglap sec (:

Amin says:

ouh k

this n or o ?

` Honey Senoras , says:

nlevel .

Amin says:
ok

good luck yea

` Honey Senoras , says:

thanks (:

Amin says:

so u sgl or att ?

` Honey Senoras , says:

sgl . why ?

Amin says:

hmm

ntg

:)just asking

` Honey Senoras , says:

ohh okay :D

Amin says:

so tk crik ?

` Honey Senoras , says:

haha . nope . (:

Amin says:

ouhk

let them find u isit ?

` Honey Senoras , says:

yupyup (:

why ?

Amin says:

hmm

ntg

hehehe

` Honey Senoras , says:

Amin says:

nver go out ?

` Honey Senoras , says:

ltr , you ?

Amin says:

got night cycling later

` Honey Senoras , says:

ohh . hehes . ok (:

Amin says:

how long u being sgl ?

` Honey Senoras , says:

only a few days . haha :D

Amin says:

ouhk

so u still availble ?

` Honey Senoras , says:

hahaha . why ?

Amin says:

ans me :P

im just asking

` Honey Senoras , says:

not looking for one actually . (:

Amin says:

but if i say that i like u ?

` Honey Senoras , says:

lols .

you must be kidding ryte ?

Amin says:

im serious

` Honey Senoras , says:

hahas !

Amin says:

im not kidding

` Honey Senoras , says:

Amin says:

let me write 4 u 1 poem

My love blooms for you

ike a flower in spring

like a piece of art

it's a beautiful thing.

It opens the petals

The dew it does drink

as into your eyes

my soul starts to sink.

My stomach aflutter

with butterfly wings

Emotions and thoughts

And other things.

Our love is new

And bright as a star

God must really love me

To bring me to you

Mepek kn ? Nie laa lelaki . Tsktsk !

Kay whatever . Mls aku nk lyn . Eish ~

Will update again tmrw , i think ? Hees . & I miss [insertname] & Sehaa . Sigh*

Byee ! :D

Labels: I miss hym badly )`: sigh*

[ 2009 pic , ]

Ayay ~ *look up* I look so different , mcm fat gtu . Not fat actually , lyke chubby . Nyett ~

Kay whatever . Hmms . Let me share about my day tiday aye ? :D

Today is , Thursday , 1st of April .

April 1st , What does that mean ? APRIL FOOL ! Hahaas !

Thanks eh Ayraah april fool aku pagypagy bute kt skula . Asshole youu ~

School ends 0230pm cause i have study time . Had a great time during study time yknow . Hehhs ! Amacam kawan-kawan adr bakat nk jady cikgu tak ? LOLs .

Went home with 'B' aku . Nyahah :D

Reached home , papylon nk maen chak-chak lagy kt dpn pintu rumah -.-

Tu anak memang tkder keje taw , irritating sia . Hahaa :D

Blablabla . Check tagged , msn , eat , watched tv theeeeen as usual , SLEEP . Hees (:

Woke up ard 0700pm . Haha . But still sleepy ~

So now , here i am blogging & chatting (:

Mummy , Daddy & Papy outs go makan . Idk why i`m soso lazyy -.-

Hmm . Well , lets talk about lyfe . Nyahah :D

Getting bored with lyfe . Idk whyy , but it seems lyke i`m getting lazier to contact guys . HAHA . Amazing but true hor . Hehes (:

How i wished sumone could show me that they are just different & love me whole heartedly .

All i ever wanted in love was to have a happy r/s . Understand each other . Care for each other . But why can`t i just have that ? Sigh*

I wished i could move on with my lyfe . How i wished there is no such thing as Love in lyfe so that i won`t be hurt each tyme i fall in love . )`:

Each tyme when i`m all alone , it will always remind me of those memories between me & you . It`s just so hard to forget about everything . It hurts deeply .

I wished i could turn back tyme , & change everything to where it was before .

, Loving you was my favourite Mistake .

Labels: You left a scar in my Heart.