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Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010 Trying hard to move on , but why can`t i ? Ergh . Idk whyy , but guys message me , i just don`t feel lyke replying . I tried to move on . But i guess i just can`t do it . Sigh* Being ego won`t solve any problems but to make things worst . Why can`t i just forget about you ? Why ? It would be a lie if i say i don`t love you & it would be a lie if i say i won`t cry for you . Told friends that i`m okay , everythings fine but actually i`m not . Hais . Tears are the only words my heart can say )`: Labels: I need you But you don`t need me . True ? .jpg) Fcuk Love ! Remember last tyme i said that i won`t fall in love unless someone show me that they are different ? Well , i was tricked to fall in love again . & I have made my promised to Akai that i will concentrate on my studies first then i will get into r/s if this tyme my r/s fails . So yeaa , hopefully i won`t break that promise . Amin ! :D I`m trying hard to move on , He can do it , why can`t i ? True ? Hais . Guys ? Bbl slalu mau lebih . Janji melayu uh sume . Thanks Fel & Friends for everything . Fel skrg aku da Single , cepaaaaaat ! You know i know , public dk . Hehs :D I`m a Strong girl , I love my Single lyfe . I think ? Hmms . Whatever itis , believe in Karma dude , what you did to me , i`m sure you gonna get it in return . Not this yr , not next yr , not tmrw but one day . Thanks for everything hor . Appreciate it loads . & Ohh , now we became friends again , don`t be enemies okay ? Kalu nk jady musuh tuu , your psl la kay ? (: Hope you are happy with your lyfe now , w/o me & me w/o you . Both not gonna be hurt . You love it ? I love it you know . No more hurts . I loike ! Hmm . Can`t wait for 10th April ! :D 10 April , please come fast (: Fel & Riera get ready okay ? Wooots ! & Hosni , win my heart eh ? LOLs . Prove to me that you are different from other guys okay ? (: Its hard to fall in love now . Guys ? I don`t trust them . Kay byee . * Kawan-kawan , add me at my new msn(: , honeysenoras-@hotmail.com . Thanks . * Labels: Living A Single Lyfe ? Hmm Monday, March 29, 2010 This post , its for you boyy . I don`t wish to name you cause you might say i`m creating more trouble & problems for youu . So yeaa , i just need to let out my feelings here . & its my blog anyway , its my diary . This is where i pen down all my inner feelings , so my blog my say . Hate it don`t read it aites ? Simple as that . Well , here it goes . Hey Mr , hmm , first thing first . You hate it when ppl keep on saying that its your fault when actually its not your fault at all ryte ? I`m sure you hate it when people keep accusing you . True ? Same goes to me . You didn`t tell me the full story & when i told people what you said & everything , you say that i`m making up stories when actually i`m not . And you keep on saying that i`m selfish , i don`t understand you , its me who make you so stress up . Its me who bad mouth your name . You push all the blame to me . But have you ever thought that its actually both of us who create this trouble ? Or even you who just won`t stop saying its my fault . You make it sound so wrong yknow ? You`re hurt cause of me ? Well , i`m hurt cause of you too boy . We`re both hurt by each other . Its silly , don`t you think so ? And you told me to realize my mistake . Well i am ryte now . I`m telling you that all this while it`s my mistake . Happy now ? You just love to listen to what people have to say about you . Oh boyy , for once listen to what i have to say aites ? I-G-N-O-R-E . Understand ? Its your lyfe , not their lyfe . Why bother what they have to say ? They wanna talk shit about you , let them do it . Just believe in Karma . You`re ashame cause you scared your friend might talk bad things about you ? Or even show faces that you hate it most ? Let me tell you this , a true friend will understand you when you try to explain to them what actually happens & they will still be your friend no matter what happens & that is what we call true friends okay ? They won`t run away from you for just a small little matter where you can actually talk things out between boys . Or even if they still wanna show you that hater face , why bother ? Don`t you have other friends ? Don`t you have your family ? Don`t you have your love ones with you ? Don`t you ? Think okay ? You make me feel as if , all this while i`m at fault . Each tyme problem comes , you tried running away from it . Why ? No matter how you tried running away from it , you still gonna face it sooner or later my boy . & For once , stop pushing all the blames on me . You hate it when theres conflict between us , i hate it too . And please la kay , listen to your heart . You`re sad , your friends won`t care cause its not their problem . So , when you`re happy , you think they bother asking you why you`re happy ? No ryte . So don`t listen to what people gonna say ok ? Please . Its your lyfe my boyy . If you wish to argue with me about this matter , don`t bother to msg , cause it gonna be worst . Unless you think what i said is true , then you msg me okay ? Or maybe when you think that you really gonna ignore what people gonna say about you or maybe even forget about this matter then you msg me kayy ? sigh* Takecare . Labels: boy ., Yknow i love you .jpg) Heyhey (: Its been a few days i didn`t update my blog . Well , close friends & family knew whats the reason but hmm , i don`t wish to elaborate it any further . Lets just forget about it (: Well , its gonna be a boring post . So , if you want read , read kay ? Kalau tknk , your pasal ! :D Lets talk about friday :D Erm . It is sad , happy & tongong of me -.- Kay lets just start the story . Nyahah ! Hmm , so yea , on friday after school went home straight , as usual . Hees . Supposed to meet Nizam at ard 0130pm , but in the end 0230pm then we meet . HAHA . Went MacD , bought my Double Chocolate *wide smile* thenthen , went to Marina . Dk whats our motive going there actually -.- Andand , in the Mrt , actually its me who told Nizam to call Miffy :D All secrets terkuar kt sini . Eish ! So , while Nizam was talking to Miffy , i pun adr sebok jgk . I heard everything . Especially when he said go & throw that bracelet . Sodeeeeeeeeey ): Saket hati doh ! Kay forget it . Reached Marina , Me & Nizam mcm bdk gyler . It all started with me laa . HAHA . Start my nonsense , Nizam followed . Kpo . Hahaa :D Da puas jln , followed Nizam cause he wanna meet Miffy . Its so weird taw the name , Petir ? LOLs . I keep asking Nizam , " adr ke such tmpt name Petir ? " Lols . Rot our ass in the Mrt -.=" Blabla , otw there , i just can`t stop saying , " aku saket hati .. " Nizam tried to bukak topic baru so that i can stop saying that , but he just failed . HAHA . No matter what topic he bukak , interesting or not i will still say that sentence . Haiy ! Reached Petir *weird name* HAHA , Then , i hide cause i tknk kasi Miffy saw me . Stand there for about 20mins taw wait for that Nizam -.- Aper bende tah krg bbl . Hmm . Blabla , still heart pain . Went Lakeside , & only Nizam & me know laa kn . Shh ~ Then went home . Otw home suddenly , Mif text me ! :DD Blabla , well , i have one thing to say . We patched back ! yes , we pactched back taw . Nyahah ! Skipskip ~ Thanks friends for cheering me up , Appreciate it loads . Love ya :D && Fel , Sehaa ; Sorry for everything okay ? Tak bermaksud pun nk kecewa kn krg . Love you both alotalot taw . Will soon remove it okay ? Don`t worry . Hugs* & yea , will update again . Soon . If i`m not lazy . (: Byeee ! Friday, March 26, 2010  ( ignore my kening yaw! gmbr lama! :D ) Hello! Im Ayraah Kynnora, Honey's classmate. Honey sedang menangis sekarang. Keciaan betol Ayraah tengok Honey ni. Sigh. Asyik-asyik sakit hati jer. Ayraah tau ini Gunduu sayang banget sama Miffy atau Mifdhal. Bukan Ayraah nak masok campor dalam relationship dorang uh, tapi Ayraah tau camne Honey rase, sebab kiter samer samer perempuan. Honey kalau gadoh nan Miffy, keciaan tau. Selalu bad mood ajer, orang tak bersalah pun kena maki! Rabak kan! Hmm, tapi tkpe, Ayraah tau Honey tak bisa melupakan Miffy dan tak akan mengganti diri Miffy dengan sembarang lelaki lain sebab Honey sayang dengan Miffy. Kan? Okay, Miffy, kalau Miffy bace ni post kan, Ayraah nak Miffy tau yng Honey ni actuali manje org nyer. Dyr tk buleh kena siket. So, kena paham situation dyr uh. Miffy tk kesian ker tengok dyr? Dyr sayang Miffy sangat-sangat. Sebab, selalu pt class, Honey bebual psl Miffy jer. Tadi, bila dyr ceriter kan psl Gule-gule, Honey nyer mater berair. Boleh nampak yng she's holding back her tears. Keciaan Ayraah tengok dyr. Ayraah tau yng Honey pon ader uad salah pt Miffy, tapi, korng maafkan each otha and dapat kekal. Tapi, what happen now? Lagi-lagi ten more days to 2monthsary kurg kan? Adoii. Ayraah tau, Ayraah bukan sesaper nak masok dalam problem korang, Ayraah cumer kasi view jer lah kan. :D So, yeah. Take care, Assalamualaikum. And Honey, Be strong aye. I know you can do it babe. Whatever happens, Fel&I will always be here for you. And the rest will too. Trust me Honey. Kalau jodoh tak akan kemana. Like what AdnanSengit or more likely to AdnanSempit kater dimana ada kemahuaan disitu ader highway. Biasssa bro! I love you, Honey. Stay strong aye girl? <3 Thursday, March 25, 2010 Goodafternoon ! :D Actually , i`m sleepy . The rains make me wanna sleep & have my sweetest dream , dreaming of my mostmostmost Handsome guy , with those cutecute smiles & when i think of hym , it makes me go tra-la-la ! :D Oh my , it`s a dream if it really happens . Hehh ! (: Well , i have to post something here first , cause i really need to let this fucking feelings out . Sigh* Its not that i wanna continue the story between me & Mif , but its been a few days & i still have that feelings . Hurt . I can`t stop saying , "`I`m hurt" Why Honey ? Hais . I tried forgeting about it . I did try my very best , friends & family knew i`m trying my very best to forget about everything & be happy as always . Mif , you make me feel so confused . Idk what you`ve been hiding from me , but baby let me tell you this . You won`t be able to keep that secret or feelings to yourself , cause one day i will surely find out about it . & Yes , finally i did . Wanna know what i found out ? Well , Dora , if you gonna read this , sorry kay ? Cause i don`t mean to post it up here . Here it goes . Mif , remember that day you told me about 'gule-gule' ? & You ltk that name at msn & tagged ? Hmm . & Mif uat i terfikir-fikir about that fucking name , remember ? & you told me that gule-gule is actually Dora . & you said that you called her that cause , she sweet talk ? & you hate it . HAHA ! Ass ! Suke eh kau bbl world nk mampos . Suke sangat ? Well done mifdhal . * clap hands * Isit Dora or you yg sweet talker ? Must be you huh ? " hahaha ! ok ;D hmm, sweet like gulegule ;D " Aper maksud nie ? Kau yg panggil dier gule-gule abeyh nk belit citer ? Siak uh . Aku tk sangke eh yg kau nk uat aku gni mcm . Aku fikir kau laen dari jantan yg aku knl seblom nie , tapy tk ku sangka yg kau pun same jgk ! & guess what ? I`m the girl , with my middle finger in the air cause for the very first time i don`t care . Lie all you want Miffy . Do whatever you wish . Just believe in Karma . I`m speechless . I`m tired of arguing , & i`m tired of crying cause i know you don`t worth my tears . Thanks for those lies , Again Mifdhal . Thankyousososomuch ! Wednesday, March 24, 2010  Well , first thing first . I`m so glad cause everything seems to be fine now . I hope theres no more War between me & Mif . * Praying hard * Baby , just wanna let you know , I do love you alot . Let`s just forget about everything & be happy together forever kay ? :D I need you in my lyfe , actually . Nyahah ! I wanna tell you guys something , Real important , & Lets laugh together To Nizam . He Loves to Dig his Noseeeeeeeeeeee ! Although its disgusting , still he is Kind & Helpful chap :D & Thanks to hym , i get my Double Chocolate today ! Hees . Thanks hor Nizam . Nizam , kau nk belikn aku lagy on Friday ? Kankan ? Hehee . Belikn taw , jgn luper . Thanks alot ! Baek la sangat hati kau . Hees . & Not only that , he helps me alot . Such a great friend . Susah taw nk dpt org cm gni , btol tk Nizam ? Nyahah ! Kay da , tknk pujipuji lagyyyyy ! :D Today , i did went to school . Hehe . Terpakse ! =D All i know , in school , i told fel & ayraah about what happen the last few days between me & Mif . And i only remembered , i said , " Aku saket hati kau tau tk .. " You know why i cn remember that sentence ? Cause idk how many tymes i already said that sentence . I think its more than 50 times ? LOLs . Kay then , blabla , after school , met papy & nizam . Had my Double chocolate *wide smile* , Thennnnnn , lpklpk till 4+ & went home :D Reached home terus eateat . Hungry ~ Skipskip ~ Now here i am , chatting & Tagging :D Kay , i`m done . I need to finish up my art ! Haiyo . Leceh uh nie art . Grr ~ How i wish i have some magic power , so that it can help me . LOLs . Kay da , byeeeeeeeee ! (: && OH ! Ayraah is sosososo funny . Dengan semangatnye , she said , " Eh aper citer tu yg tady kau kater , Adnan SENGET ? " HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA ! Its , Adnan SEMPIT syg oi . Nyahah ! Tuesday, March 23, 2010 Baby , I just need to let out my feelings here . I dk what else should i do )`: Once before we were together , remember what you told me ? Miffy : " I can promise i will take care of you , love you like no one like i ever did , faithful to you , promise not to hurt you , not to betray you & not do anything you don`t like ." Remember this baby ? Remember every single word you told me ? If you don`t .. i do . I really do . I remember every single thing that happens from the start till the very end . It`s clear in my mind . The starting of us was awesome . We were so happy together . You make me feel as if you & me were the only couple on this earth . But , things did not stay the way i wanted it to be .Things get out of hand . We start to argue . Argue over little things . Argue over some misunderstanding . Argue over everything . I don`t like it . So do you . Tears drop everytyme this thing happen . I dk how much more tears should fall then god will make us the way we wanted it to be . Now , when i thought everything turns out just fine for us , It starts again . Yesterday , Tears flow down my cheeks again . I can`t stop the tears . It hurts alot , Alot baby . So much that till now i still feel the pain . I did not get to sleep well & my heart felt uneasy too . Why baby ? Why must this thing happen to us ? You said , You hate liars . But what now ? Was it me who is lieing or was it you ? Which is which ? You left me clueless with all those name in your msn & tagged ? What`s up with it ? Revenge ? Oh god ! Baby , how bad i was , i do still think & thought for your feelings . I never wanted to hurt you that bad . Even if i do have guysfriends , did i ever put their names ? Did i ? How much i wanted to let you know how Faithful i was towards you , you will only thing the negative side of me . What more you want baby ? You`re just being unfair towards me , did you realize that , Mifdhal ? I make it clear to myself , If we were to be separated over someone you love , I will let you go . Even if it hurts me a million time . I will let you go . No use keeping it any longer . " If You Really Love Something Set It Free. If It Comes Back It`s Yours , If Not It Wasn`t Meant To Be . " Fate will decide for everything now . I`m just too tired to think for all this . It still hurt & forever it will . It will be difficult for me to fall in love now . Seriously . Everything seems out of hand . My heart shattered into million of pieces . Mending it will take years or more . & NO one will be able to mend it . I guess . You know what ? All i ever wanted was only to have a blissful & happy relationship with you . Nothing else matters for me . Even if i don`t get my Double Chocolate , it would be okay . You will be the only thing that matters to me now . Now & Forever Love . " You`re the reason I believe in love , and you`re the answer to my prayers from up above . All we need is just the two of us , my dreams came true because of you ." If you understand what it means , You will understand what i always wanted from you . No one will be able to take ur place . My heart is only for you , it will be yours till Eternity . You were my Prince , My light & Heart to keep my life going . Without you , what am i ? What is HoneyMiffy ? Nothing . It means Nothing . Even Money can`t buy My love for you . I`m sorry if i did hurt you . If i was childish . If i was rude . If i was a failure . I`m really really really sorry . Baby , you left a scar in my Heart )`: Monday, March 22, 2010  What`s up with `gule-gule` ? i`m wondering ~ Girlfriend aru ? LOLs . -.- Baby , am i that bad to you ? Am i always the one causing those arguments between us ? Was it really me ? Why must you say those harsh words towards me ? Why must you say i`m the one always hurting you ? Hurt your feelings & everything . Am i really not good enough for you ? Huh ? When you say that way , it hurts me deeply , real deep . You think i really love hurting you , isit ? Well , i have one thing to say to you . I HATE hurting you & i HATE to see us this way . You love to accuse me huh ? Ergh ~ Forget it , no use saying all this cause you just won`t understand me & you will always say we can`t msg blablabla ~ You say , don`t make me hate you ? Hmm . Then let me say this , Don`t make my love towards you FADE away okay ? I hate it when it really happens . I really do hate it okay Mifdhal . Grr ~ Let me just share about my day today , aites ? Monday ? Hmm . Nothing much to talk about . School ends ard 0230pm . Had study tyme . MATHS ! -.- Otak leh pecaaaaaaaaaaah ! Kay then blabla , went home with Ayraah . Ayraah , baek kn hati aku kasi kau duet bus . Hehh ! Reached home , papy nk maen chak-chak pt dpn pintu -.- Kental siak tu anak . HAHA . Tkper la , honey kn baek , so lyn kn aje laa . Hehh :D Thenthen , jap lagy yaya ngok dtg (: huahua . Skipskip ~ Watched tv . & Now chatting with Nizam (: Baeknye hati dier , nk drawkn :D Thanks hor . Nanty honey kasi Nizam bende . Hehe . Kay i`m done , Bye . Labels: When will it reallyreally stop ? ): Sunday, March 21, 2010 Jom bbl psl my saturday :D I love my saturday outings with Girlfriends . *wide smile* Town & Marina . Hehh ! Went out ard 2+ i think , supposed to meet gf ard 3pm but Me , Papy & Ayraah was late . Not our fault anyway , it was the train`s fault . It was delayed 15-20 mintues taw ! Binget skejap aku . But , its okay , at least fel tk mara . Nyahah :D Skip ~ They eat at cahaya , me , papy & ahfiee went kfc . Eateateat . (: Aftr that they smokesmoke , blabla . Kiki went off , dk go where . Then only left us , took bus to Marina . & Guess what ? Ayraah peyh pandai , naek sala bus . ASS ! At last , we have to walk all the way to penin . From ard Chinatown area taw . Its very far , but with girlfriends keconess , tk rase la penatnye . Btol tk ? Heh :D Reached penin , there`s alotalotalot of orang myanmar i think . Ohgod , seram you know . They look at girls mcm nk rogol ! But , nvm , i show my 'fierce' face . LOLs . They bought Absolut Raspberry . Hees . Then blabla , planned nk ddk kt ane plak . Hmm . Skipskip ~ Went to seat near the Merlion area , but this one kn , gt payung . HAHA . & Not many ppl . Only minutes ltr i think its filled up with Matreps but NO MINAHS . Thats what i lyke . Hehe . Papy played games , Dare ? Isit ? HAHA . Idk . But they seems to be enjoying the game . Hehh :D Then drinkdrink , at last , DRUNK . haha . Hmm . Then idk what happen . Papy told me that she slapped me , real hard . But i just laugh . Crazy huh ? Lols . & Baby was damn worried ): Sorry b . I won`t do it again , inysaallah . Amin ! :D Theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen . I lazy to type . Nyahah ! & one thing that reallyreallyreally scares me is that , mummy smells my mouth ! & she said , " Nape bau arak ?" Then she wants to smell my mouth . Wth . But lucky , i very clever i scold her taw . I say , idk what . Forget ~ Hmm . Then reached home , bathe & sleeeeeeeeeeeep ! Verysuerduper tired . & Baby angry cause i nvr text hym before i went to sleep . Sorry lor . Okay , i`m done . & i have one thing to say , i enjoy myself yesterday with girlfriends . Love you girls alot ! Out again okay ? Hees . Kay byeeeee ! :D                     [ Cutenye Fel :D ] Kay jom , Drinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnk ! (:            [ Girlfriends ~ ]      [ Duer2 tkder keje , Maen game . HAHA ! ] DownDownDown ~         Kay , i`m done . Back to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep ! Zzzzzz ~ Friday, March 19, 2010  I`m so glad everythings fine between me & baby . *clap hands* & Thanks kawan-kawan for cheering me up all this while . I really appreciate it lots . Thanks :D & Thanks Papylon & Nizam for helping us . Terima Kasih . [ Puas hati tk papylonku ? :D ] So yea , i`m so so so Happy (: Baby , sorry for whatever wrong i did . & i love you so much . I really hope we can make this r/s far . I`m sure we can ryte ? Hmm . Kay , lets just stop talking about it . Trying hard to forget about everything that happened the last few days . Hmm . I have no idea what to talk about . Well , lets just talk about tmrw . Will be going ecp with the girls :D Hope it won`t rain heavily . But , i wanna meet Miffy . School gonna start sooooooon . Grr ~ & i`m not done with my art . Honey pls don`t be a lazybum . I have to finish it before Wednesday . & i have still not draw my 50 sketches . Wtf ? Hais . Mummy , i want drop art ! ): If only baby is good at drawing , maybe he can help me . Ryte b ? Hmm . Will update again tmrw or sunday aites ? Papy want to use the comp . Sebok aje -.- & ohyar ! To Nizam , Kau jgn nk luke kn hati kakak aku okay . Hope krg last till eternity . Amin ! :D Byeeeeeeeeeeeee ! Iqah sayang sama Mifdhal banyak-banyak :D & I miss my chubby cousin too , Seha ): Meet soon sweety . Ilyt , more than my boyfriend(: |
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