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HoneyBaby ! im really sorry what have i did to you last 2 days .. i did'nt know your deeply hurt when u knew it .. take my apology baby ! i won'nt do it AGAIN ... forgive me kay bby ? janji tk buat agy nari .. insyallah , esok lusa buat .. haha ! tk la .. i janji tk buat agy selame~lame ye kay ? i really2 regret what i did .. b please forgive me kay ? u sorg aje b yg i ade .. laen pmpn tknk i .. cume u je .. u tkmu tgl kan i tau ! =) .. i SAYANG u SESANGGATTT ! reeaaallllyyyyy ! Never Lie ! Tk cross finger* .. b pecaye i kay syg ? IloveYouBabyGIRL ~ .... Btw readers ! This Rudy =) .. not honey yaw ! tc !
KhairudyLoveHoney yaw !
Singning Off ~ !

Labels: Forgive my sins bby, Iloveyou ~

Believe In Karma baby ,

what you did to me , i can do it double than you , (:

But weird isn`t it . After all those shits you`ve thrown at me , i`m still here , loving you with all my heart . But sometimes , i really wonder did you really appreciate it . I guess not .

Even you`ve hurt me this MUCH , i would still forgive you and tried to forget about it .

I am still waiting , when will be the day that you fulfil all your PROMISES .

Am still waiting when will be the day you gonna CHANGE , and be FAITHFUL .

Baby , you don`t deserve my love if you think you can`t fulfil it . Cause i don`t deserve to get hurt from you . I really hope we could go far , but after all this shits that you have created , you think we can last till eternity ? There is this big question mark in my head .

I`m so out of words . It is all up to you right now baby . It`s your choice . If you wanna be happy , you wanna have a happy relationship , then change . I`m willing to wait . Hais . Iloveyou .

{ AyraahKynnora♥ }

Ayraah jealous i didn`t post anything about her . HEHS ! So now here i am blogging about her .

Actually i adr gambar both of us but not in this lappy . Hmm . So , gambar ayraah srg pun okay la kan ? Hehe . About ayraah ? Hmm . She`s a great friend indeed . Always been there for me when i needed someone . Kan ayraah ? Haha . She is a true friend whom reaches for my hand and touches my heart . She is my listening ear . She entertains all my nonsense . She have seen my smelly face before , haha ! Ayraah and Honey ? Hmm . Always shares our problems . Right b ? Haha . Ayraah cheers me up when i`m down . She never fails to make me smile . Ayraah accepts me as what i am yet she helps me to be what i should . One thing about language of friendships is not words but meanings . Ayraah , this is for you babygirl .

If you are alone , i`ll be your shadow .

If you want to cry , i`ll be your shoulder .

If you want a hug , i`ll be your pillow .

If you need to be happy , i`ll be your smile .

But anytime you need a friend , i`ll just be me .

I love you gyler♥

Labels: No road is long with good company♥

Weird isn`t it . Always the one we love gonna hurt us the most . And it is amazing when that someone can break your heart , but you still love him with all those little pieces .

Why must it always be this way ? And yes i agree , in all relationships there is the ups and downs . Which couple don`t argue ? There is none .

Are promises meant to broken ?

Those happy times we spent together , worth the time i cry alone .

Mistakes done and yet , why can`t i just forget about it ?

We`ve been arguing since the day before i went KL . I thought everythings gonna be over , but i was wrong . You did a mistake , but you act as if you did nothing wrong . I`m being patient here . Trying to stay calm and act as if i`m not hurt at all . But actually i am ! DEEPLY HURT . But do you even care ? You`re there , enjoying , happily . But here i am , thinking about US . Did you make an effort to change ? Did you even make an effort to comfort me ? You have prove me right boy . You have proven it to me that you`re just the same like those guys . No difference between you and them .

Self-centred ? Ego ? That what makes us this way .

Yes , it is true that i don`t wanna lose when we argue . But sometimes , i`m just too tired to argue that i don`t even care who wins and who lose . You always thought that it is about winwin game , when actually it`s not .

I don`t mind if i never win , cause i don`t get anything . I don`t get trophy winning neither do i feel happy winning . Hais .

You know what ? I give up . Now , only thing that could help US , is YOU .

I`ve got nothing to say . I don`t wanna get hurt by you again .

Just have to wait and see how far we gonna go .

{ HoneyPapylon }

How i wish i could see those smiles between us . Those happy times . Those times , when we share our problems . You will always be there , to hear my stories whenever i`m down or need someone to talk to . You are a good listener , wani . A sister is a forever friend . You , as an older sister , is a friend and defender . A listener , conspirator , a counsellor and a sharer of delights and sorrows too . I`m blessed to have an elder sister like you . I really do . Eventhough , you always scold me . Say out those vulgarities , those harsh words , i still accept it . Cause i know you say it out as an anger . But sometimes you don`t realized that you are just testing someones patience . Those harsh words , really hurts me deeply wani . Idk why i just can`t scold you back or even say those vulgarities back at you again . I wanna respect you , but did you even show any respect for me ? No , you don`t . If i did one small mistake , you`re just gonna scold me like as if i did one big mistake which it can`t be forgiven at all . You always say that my boyfriend if my first priority , you blames me cause of that . And for that , i totally disagree . Seriously . In your eyes everything i did is wrong , never right .When will you treat me well ? When will you pamper me just like last time ? You will always be my witness , who sees me at my worst or best and loves me in anyway , right wani ? You are my partner in crime . My midnight companion , someone who knows when i am smiling even in the dark . You knows me the best . Better than mummy and daddy cause you`re the one whom i share my problems with cause when mum and dad don`t understand me , a sister always will . I`m sorry for those harsh words i said , you will forever be my sister .

Forgive me , will you ? )= Iloveyou , Wani .

Labels: A sister is a gift to the heart a friend to the spirit a golden thread to the meaning of life.

{ Dua orang kat blakang tuu sebok uhh =.= }

Anyway Hihi ^^

That picture was taken when i`m in KL . Hees !

Hmm . Maybe this gonna be a long post . Maybe aje . Haha !

So , kalau nak bace , bace , taknak sudah .

I`m gonna start from Friday till Today ok ? Kay , let`s start .

FRIDAY,

Hmm , i`m just gonna tell what i remember kay ? Haha . All i know , friday i work & lagy i never sleep at all . Cause why ? I otp ngan baby from 3am i think till 930am . Haha ! Lame kan ? Mcm byk story gtu kan kiter nak bbl . Actually not me la , it`s baby . Hehhs . I tell you , i boleh citer kan alek uh what baby talk . Cause sume citer yang baby talk about , he already told me many times before . Lol . Tapy tkper laa , i dengar kan aje . Huahua . Nak letak baby tak kasi , so i just talk and talk aje la . Sampai i tetdo while baby talk , tu pun baby masih tak give up . Tsk . He called me back . Hahaha ! So on that day , i g keje ngan muke nantok . Yawn many times , sampai kak zura pun ketawekan . Heh . But at night , baby fetch me ^^ Sebab kan the next day i da nak go KL . Gave baby last hug & kiss , off i went home .

SATURDAY,

Happy Birthday DADDY ! =D

Mummy woke me up at around 530am , bath & everything , da kuar . Nak kat go KL . Text baby dier tak reply ): Sodeeeeeey ! Eh wait ! Actually i went Melaka first baru go KL . Hehhs ! Kat Melaka tkder pape . Boring gyler ! Went swimming . Then kat Hotel , adr orang singapore jugak . Then adr la Minahrep & Matrep . Pfft ! Went swimming then i cannot remember .

SUNDAY,

Da nak go KL , but before that we went to dk where i luper . But i adr amek pics .

Kay , satu cukup . Haha ! Then da reached KL , check-in hotel room , blabla , went out again . Tsk ! Penat taw ! But i ate alot when i`m in KL . Haha ! Makan tak stop siol . Lol . Skejapskejap lapar . Hehhs . Tapy tak gemokgemok . Haha . Then i cannot remember . Hmm .

All i know , when i kat KL , i sanggup call baby . Hehhs . Kiter otp skejap , eventhough kene byr mahal , idc . RINDU pey psl taw ! Haha ! Talk ngan baby , then text baby dlm 2 message terus i off fon alek .

MONDAY,

Idk where i go . Totally forgot . Haha ! All i know , nga holiday pun mummy daddy nak gado . Benci sesangat ! Tu part la yang paling tak best kalau g holiday mummy daddy gado . Urgh . But luckily , everythings fine the next day .

TUESDAY,

Happy Birthday MUMMY,

Ready to go homeeeeeeeeee ! Hehhs !

Reached singapore dlm kul 9pm i think . Idk . Texted baby . Hoho !

But then mlm tuu kiter gado -.- Baru alek gado . Haiyooo !

WEDNESDAY,

Met baby . GADO , like again . But everythings fine already =D

Met Ayraah too . Hehhs .

But SWAY abes sia . Sumpah . First gado ngan baby . Tu tkper . Then went Aljunied , cause Ayraah nak jp saper tah . Took cab from mp , went there . Da sampai , ppn kat sane mcm siak . Atlast we took cab again went mp back . Then gado ngan papy . Urgh ! Baby binget , i lagy binget psl papy . Baby terus suro i alek , he walked with me sampai busstop . Nga tunggu bus 12 , suddenly mummy message tanye nak jp ke tak kat Chai Chee Seafood . Then from there , baby walked with me sampai kat sane then baby went home all alone . Thanks b (: Now baby tdo kot . Hmm . Penat la tuu . Kay da , aku da penat type panjang2 .

26JUNE2010- Outing with Babyg ! Wee ~

3JULY2010- Ayraah`s pit at Changi ! Hoho . Ton maybe . Tak sabar , enjoy babe !

& 3rd Monthsary with Babyboo <3

I`ll update tomorrow .

Tired & Sleepy .

Goodnight . Have a Beautiful Nightmare ^^

Baby , still remember the first time we met ? I can`t remember a thing but you told me you still do . Both shy but wanted to talk . During the 3years we knew each other , we seldom message . We talked otp only once . You asked me to be yours a few times , but i rejected you . But still , you didn`t gave up . Once , still remember , clear in my mind , i asked you ,

If you could wait for me for a month , i`ll be yours . And surprisingly , you did . You waited patiently . But ended up , i`m attached to someone else .

You told me you was disappointed and totally gave up . You told me you called me 'perempuan gyler' cause i jual mahal . Haha . Each time i think of it , it makes me laugh . We only contact if i send you some stupid chain messages . Lol . I thought you won`t reply any of that stupid messages , but eventually you did . And you hate it when you texted me , cause i will only answer your question . During those times , i don`t really wanna entertain you cause i thought you`re just like those typical matreps . But i was wronged .

3rd April 2010 , suddenly i called you .

I still remember you told me what you siad before picking up my call , you said ,

" Aper ppn gyler nie nak call aku "

Haha ! You was actually my last resort cause i was at Marine Parade , lost . I called you and asked how to go town and everything . Then you asked me to meet you when i have reached town . I agree . That was only the second time we met after 3 years i think . Haha . You was with awoii & i`m with Ayraah . And again both shy but atleast we talked . Heh . And at that point of time , you saw the tattoo at my hand . You didn`t expect to see that though . HAHA . We talked , you accompanied me to meet my friend and lastly you told me to take a bus home . Stopped at marine parade & ended up you said , last bus for number 15 no more . Panicked . Haha . And before that , i lied to you cause i said i have probation and you actually believed me . Lols .

In the end , your mother helped me talked to my mum . And that was the first time too that i met your mum . Hees ! Blabla . That night we texted each other , and suddenly you said ,

" Iqah , Rudy kene tunggu lagy ke ? "

And from there i interviewed him again . Haha ! I gave that chance to prove to me that he just different from other guys i knew . So he did . That night , Rudy`s officially mine . Hahaha .

And so , the story begins .

Everything went smoothly , baby helped me remove my tattoo at my hand . Everynight without fail we talked otp . Many things happen . Was happy . Everyday he makes me smile & laugh .

I still remember baby scolded me cause i said i wanna add more tattoo , and actually i did . You know what i put ? I did the letter 'R' R for Rudy . Hees .

At one point , in the bus , baby and me was not talking at all . Idk why , but we didn't talk till baby saw the letter 'R' at my wrist . Hahaha . Nmpk tu baru nak senyum . Lol . Joy & Happiness was everywhere . We never failed to make each other smile . Drunk together . Laugh together .

But How i wish i could have that again .

Now , we always argue . Even for things that we could actually talk things out we make it so big .

Baby , i love you . I need you . Yes , you can`t give me anything that i want . You can`t give me the things that i wanted most . You can`t buy it for me . And you can`t be the same like my x . Like what i asked for , i will get it . I know you can`t be like them . But baby , i don`t ask for it neither do i ask you to be just like my them . All i need is your love , care , sincerity . I know i`ve hurt you many times , but still , you are here holding strong to this relationship . I appreciate everything you did . I really do . All i could ever ask for , is to have the joy & happiness in this relationship just like last time . I hope this thing could put to a stop .

ILOVEYOU , i really do .

HELLO I D I O T S =D
heeh ! papylon here ^^
sebokk eyy aku ? biase jgk . org yg rapat dgn aku mesty knlnye dgn prangai aku .
Honey tgh buze OTF uh . adr perang besar dgn hubby dier . waduh ! kecokeco dohh !
heeh ^^
Tady dier keje from 12 - 10 again . sok pun same jgk .
&& tadyk hubby dier amek dier alek keje taw .
sweetkan ? hmm ,
But not as sweet as myne ass =P
err , aku da tk tau ape nk ckp .
bubbye & toodles ass HOLE ! =))

Hihi (:

Guess this will be just a short post cause i`ve got nothing much to talk about .

Last minute i had to work . Not at Parkway but Downtown .

Sumpah easy job . Haha ! You know the kiddy ride ? Yes , i`m working there .

When kids wanna ride then there is something for me to do . If not , duduk kat sane tgktgk org . HAHA ! Tomorrow working again , from 12pm till 10pm . Someone pakse me to say , " Kakak ku tersayang kt seblah " =.= Saper lagy kalau bukan Papylon . Tsk . Sebok aje . Hehhs !

I`m done here . Will update my blog again , soon . Takecares . Byeeeee !

Hihi ^^

Time check 0145am . Hees ! Still awake . Cause why ? Just now around 10pm i fell asleep while waiting for baby`s text message . Baby tetdo that`s why he didn`t reply my message . Baby`s sick . Me too ): Get well soon k b ?

Must be wondering why i have not been updating my blog since the past few days right ? Hehhs . I know you guys miss me . Lol . Well , many things happened few days back . Between me & baby , Only certain people knew what happened . Tsk ! Don`t wish to elaborate here . But i`m glad enough baby could forgive me . Thanks b . I love you .

Lets just talk about some other things alright ?

Oh yes . Thanks Ayraah for updating my blog . Haha ! And , Sorry Ayraah about last Saturday . Aku tau kau mara and majok ngan aku kan ? Psl aku tak turun . Sorry la ): Tkkn maseh mara kot ? Tapy kan aku da explain nape aku tak turun . Sorry dearest . Forgive me kay ? *muke kesian* Haha . Sayang kau laa bodo ! ^^

Janji will meet soon kay ?

Currently chatting with one of my msn friend , Fiqq . And texting baby too . Hoho . Me & baby nga sweetsweet kt message . Hehhs . I just can`t stop smiling reading baby`s message . HAHA . B , i love you laa . Ohyar , tady baby turun pasir ris meet me . Eventhough baby`s sick . Sweet kan ? Tapy tu pun meet skejap ): But its okay . Meeting baby again tomorrow i guess ? Hmm . Skejap aje i da nak go KL . Lagy brape hari sahaje . 4 hari pulak tu i go , baby enjoy uh 4 hari aku tkder . Entaa aper jady ngan baby 4 hari aku tkder . Tsk ! Fikiran gue . Hehhs . B ! Banyak mate memandang taw . Ingat ! *evil smile* Tapy i still trust you k , bukannye i tak trust (:

Damn ! My art work ! Maseh lum abes lagy . Byler enta baru aku nak abeskan . Haiy . Malasnye . If only i have magic . I just need to *ting* my work is done . Haha . 27th June , i`m working at Downtown . From 730am till 6pm i think . Lame kan ? Yup i know . But it`s 6.50/hr . Worth it what . Right ? Err . I tak sbr nak go KL , cause i can shop . But i don`t wanna leave baby alone . Nanty rindu cmane ? Baby follow me go KL k ? =D

Mane baby nie tak reply message , Tetdo kot ? Hmm . I wanna delete tagged , should i ?

I wanna say something . I nak study hard when school re-opens . I want go sec 5 . I nak go poly . Hees ! When school starts , i promise i won`t sleep . I will study even if its not my favourite subject . Hehe . Honey cm phm aje eh . Lol . Tapy seriously uh , i want to concentrate on my studies . Goodgirl mah *wink*

My bilik now very cold . I on aircon & fan . HAHAHA . Get ready uh , bsk selseme , Hehe . Da laa , i nak off laptop already . Baby tetdo agaknye , maseh lum reply message lagy nie . Eish ! Goodnight Darlings :D I Love Khairudy <3

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Saaap! Asemekom. Ayraah Kynnora disini! Kenal Ayraah Kynnora tak? Tk kenal? Kalau tk kenal tkpe, tak pasal! Hehs. ^^ On behalf of Honey Senoras, Ayraah will update this gunduu blog. Okay, let's start talking about ...

HONEY?

To tell you readers the truth, Honey actually is kinda irritating! But she's caring as well okay! Erm, and she loves to hit you when you call her ' Bodo ' or ' Stupid '. Honey is a one true friend. She never fail to cheer me up when Im down. She never fails to bring a smile to my face when I need someone to talk to. Other then that, she never fail to brighten up my day. Trust me, kalao kurg keluar degan kiter, conferm kurg tklei stop laughing, kan Honey? Heh. Okay.

Asyik-asyik bobal pasal Honey jer? Tk fun lah gini! FAKE! Hehs! Skrng Honey da start working, confirm confirm da tklei kelua dgn dyr macam dulu! Hais. Tapi tkper, besok okay.

Kaylah, I gtg now. byebye. Sorry kalau post merepek. Hehs.

Will Update My Blog Real Soooooon Alrights ?

I`m Tired & Busy Working =/

Tomorrow I`m Working at 730am & Baby`s Fetching Me =D

Now I Can Meet Baby Everyday , Cause It`s Near To Baby`s Place . Hoho .

Kay Byeeee !

Been days since i last updated my blog . Feel so lazy to update my blog nowadays , getting bored with blogger . Lols . So , i guess , now i will seldom update my blog . Only when i`m bored i will update this boring blog of mine . Okay ? Hehhs . Like now , i`m bored . Fvcking bored . Haiy . I miss baby , alot . But again , i`m lazy to go out . Pfft . I`m getting lazier . All i can do is eat , sleep , watch tv . Haha ! This few days i can`t sleep well cause i just can`t stop thinking about something . Maybe baby know why . Hmm . Hope what i`m thinking is not true . Alright nvm , let me talk about something else . Well , june holidays have started but it feels kinda bored . I need to finish up that stupid art work . Grr . So not in the mood to do any of it . Before i start mixing of languages , i`m gonna tell you that this post gonna be the most boring post cause i don`t even know what i`m typing . I type whatever comes to my mind . HAHA . Now , lets start . Baru nak start , baby suro call pulak . Kacau aje uh . Tsk ! Haha . So well yea , let me continue my story . Harap-harap i am gonna get that job soon *pray hard* eventhough it is far , atleast i have a job & money . Right ? Hehhs . & i won`t be BORED stay home all day long doing nothing . Friday i am going Vivo to shop . Hoho ! Tak sabar oii . Huahua . Idk what i should buy . LOLs . Singapore shopping , nanty at KL shop again . Fuuh ! Best kan ? Hahaha . Talking about KL , left few more weeks & i`m away for 4days i think . But papy not following cause she`s working . Hurray-hurray la kau eh ? Menyampah . Haaha . Baby pun same , 4 hari aku tkder enta aper bende tah kau uat . Tkpertkper , alek KL , aku pulak enjoy ^^ I rinduuuuuuuuuu Rudy ! I`m done here , otak blank . Heh ! Byeee .

Happy 2Monthsary Babylove , ♥

We have gone thru alot during the past 2months , the ups and downs but baby we never give up cause our love is strong . Right baby ? Hehe . Hope we can go far . I love you , Baby♥

GoodMorning sweethearts ^_^

Must be wondering huh why i woke up early in the morning while you all sume nga syiok tdo . Tsk ! & Lagy hujaaaaaaaaaaaaaan . Haiy ! Mesti best kan kalau tdo ? With my bantal bucuk . Hoho ^^ This stupid prelim oral uh spoil my day . Haiyo . Now , waiting for Ayraah . Dier baru nak kuar umah . Still got lots & lots of time to blog . Hehe . Now , while blogging i`m watching cartoon at Nickelodeon . Did i spell correctly ? I guess so . Haha . O.o gue lapar ! I want my MacDonald breakfast ! Mesti sedap kan kalau adr di dpean mate skrg . Hahaha . Kay nvm . I merely slept for only 3hours you know . From 0330am i guess , till just now around 0600am had an argument with baby . Tsk ! Benci ! Lucky now da okay . Cume aku lum dapat tau aje saper kawan dier yang nak uat citer kater aku adr jantan laen . Oh pulease eh , satu jantan haram pun aku takder . Cume adr Khairudy seorang sahaja . Kalau sayang pun Rudy srg . Nak sayang ramai-ramai laki uat pe ? Waste time . Lagy ramai laki , lagy susah nak jage hati drg . Tol tak ? Haha ! =D Nie satu laki aku adr aje da susah nak jage , aper lagy kalau adr lagy satu . Pfft ! Mati katak siak aku . Hoho . Kay da bye . Nak watch cartoon & tunggu time nak kuar . Hees ! & Oh yes ! Tomorrow is the day *wide smile* Rudy , kau tetap pujaan hatiku ^^ HAHA . Assalamualaikum .

What a day today . Firstly , mummy spoils my mood . Second was daddy . Thirdly was baby . But baby`s fault , i don`t quite mind . Cause yesterday i did something wrong too . Haha . But at least i did realized my mistake . Haha . Baby , i promise i won`t do it again . I know i`m being so flirtatious yesterday . But i feel so bad to reject him . Lols . Nvm , its over . Baby pun da forgive me . Hoho ^_^ B , no worries , now noone can contact me . Only my close friends . Hees .

- Skipskip -

Meet baby just now , but you know what ? We didn`t even talk . & Baby sleep while i just seat down there & watch tv . Was super pissed off . Naseb aku nie penyabar . Haha . So , while baby sleeping i went home . Baby`s mummy told me to wake baby up but i say it`s okay . Let baby sleep . Hees . Actually adr sebabsebab nye kenape tknk kejut . Hehs . Actually i got nothing much to talk about . Today my day seems so boring . Err !

Now , baby got no mood . Idk why , but i hate it . While messaging mestila kater nak layan dier nie sume , tapy padehal padehal . Lols . Oh damn ! Tomorrow prelim oral . Nak kene angun siang lagy . Haiy ! Malas nye akuuu . Tsk ! Last monday was O level MT , thank god i can do it . Hees . Only for paper 1 uhh , i am so out of topic . Dk what to write about . Haha . But overall , i can still do it . *clap hands*

Hmm . I can`t wait to shop ! Mummy da dapat bonus & $400 shopping vouchers at Vivo . Tak sabar oi nak shop till i drop . Hahaha ! Next week come fast . & Thursday gonna rebond my hair . Yay ! But then , saturday nak go swimming . Haiya . Rosak la nanty my hair . Hmm . How eh ? Or maybe saturday window shop at Vivo first . Hehe . 03/06 , come fast ! HAHA . Ohyar , i changed my name . Chica Bonita , there is meaning to it . Hehs ! Kay da bye . Malas nak type , my fingers da tired . Goodnight ^^

HONEY♥

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