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Hi. When was the last time I last updated my blog? A month ago? I guess that should be it. Hah. Sorry to keep it dusty. Guess, noone is ever gonna read my blog anyway. Lol. So, I guess, now I am really gonna update my blog everyday. Insyaallah, Amin(: Alright, enough about that. Let's talk about life.

How's life? Ohhhhhhh. Fuck my life, pretty please?

It sucks =\ Love life, my life, everything. Gooooood~ I seriously am out of words right now. The only place I could let it out is here, or my diary. All I wanna blog about today is about him. You don't have to know who is he. I just wanna let out my feelings. That's all. Okayyy, lemme start.

He is a very different guy. Waaaaaay too different from other guys I knew before. Why I said he is different? It is because, he make me realized my actions. All this while, I am a veryveryvery EGO type of person. Seriously. Only people who are close with me know how ego I can be. I thought, he was the type of guy who could tahan with my attitude just like my x. But I was totally wrong. I was shocked when I read his messages about he can't stand with my attitude any longer. That is how he make me realized that not all guys are the same, and everything. He did pampered me, but definitely not the same way like other guys did. That is why I said, he is unique in his own way. We may not know each other for long, but truthful enough, I do love him so much. Till now. I swear I did regret every mistakes I did to him. To him, I WILL repeat those mistakes AGAIN. But hey, I am so in love with you. I am willing to change and and I promise I won't repeat those mistakes. But, you're just so afraid I might repeat it again. I understand. I did told you to stop thinking about everything, cause I feel so bad making you stress. Making you down and no mood. I told you, I will try my best to forget about everything but deep down, I don't really mean what I said. Once I promised, I will hold on to my promises. And yes, I am not giving up. I am still waiting. Waiting for the day till you finally showed me you're no longer in love with me and got me replaced. Still remember the first time we chat? I kept on saying to you,'' It's worth waiting '' , do you still remember? Hahh. Now I am telling you, you're worth waiting. Why you're worth waiting? Cause you're the one who make me realized everything. No matter how long it takes, I am here still waiting. You accept me for who I am eventhough you knew about my past. I still remember what you said to me, '' Everyone make mistakes '' . Each time we talked otp, you never failed to sing a song. Each and everyday, you never failed to say you're hungry. Each and everyday, you never failed not to call me ' Baby '. We used to call each other, Babygirl & Babyboy. Ha ha. You never failed to make me smile and laugh each time I read your messages, otp or even when we meet up. I love you for who you are. I don't care what others say about you, I don't care how others look at you when you do silly things outside. Cause for me, only you that matters. In my little diary, it was all about you. In my mind, all I can think about was you. Each time my phone vibrates, I was hoping it was from you too. In my itouch, pictures of us still in there. In my laptop, conversations of us and each time I read it, I just can't stop smiling and wished I could turn back time. But, it's only a wish(: The songs you let me hear, I never failed not to click the replay button. I really regret how I treated you )': Even now, as I am typing, tears suddenly flow down my cheeks. Haa. If only I was given one wish, that is to start all over again and never ever repeat what I did and I promise to treasure every little things you did and showed me.

I am sorry.

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