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Assalamualaikum semuaa ! ^^ Just wanna say something . Well, yesterday was 28July right ? Hmm . It was baby`s birthday . Yupp , my boyfriend getting older . Lol . Baby, this is for you sayang . Happy 16th Birthday, piggy (: I just can`t wait for tomorrow. Baby`s pit . Especially baby`s birthday cake . Haha ! I order the cake with his picture on it . Mesti nice kankan ? I will upload the pictures in fb . Stay tune :D And guess what ? Baby gave me a present . Nak tau aper tak ? Hamster ^.^ LOL . But it`s adorable okayy . Huahua . Thanks baby . Ily . I`ll update it again tomorrow . Toodles ! I wanna call piggy pork that idiotic hubby of mine . Hahaa ! =)

I LOVE KHAIRUDY [:

Taken By, AyraahKynnora♥

Hihi sweet readers of mine ^^ Amacam, sweet tak gambar HoneyRudy ? Hahaha :D Favourite picture . Hoho . Hmm . So let me just talk about my day on Saturday (: As usual, spent my day and time with baby . Hees ! And again, we watched fireworks . But not only us, Ayraahbby & Chanbby was there too . Hehe . Minutes later, PapyJapz join the fun with us. & Oh ! Ayraah`s friend was there too . Took so many pictures with baby . Hehe . Mostly, Ayraah took the picture for us . Thanks babygirl :D Still , my saturday was AWESOME thanks to baby & Girlfriends (:

What`s the day today ? Tuesday . And yes, i`m working today . All alone . Hmm . Kak azura can`t work . But still okay laa, start at 5pm end at 845pm . Hees ! Few hours to go baby, and Happy sweet 16th birthday to you dearest ^^ Can`t wait for this friday . Hehe . And i am so gonna spent time with baby tomorrow . Idk what to buy for baby . Hmm . Nvm laa , yg penting cake da order . Hahaha ! Kbye . Nothing much to talk about . Lol . Love khairudy ^^ & Babygirls . Assalamualaikum .

How`s my day today ? One word , BORING . Seriously . Todays weather so cooling , it makes me feel so sleepy. But still drag myself to go school -.- Goodgirl mah, oh well. What can i say. Hahaha. Since morning been raining, and only 22 people went school just now. Pathetic sia. But it`s not shocking la to see only a few students in class. Lols. Hmm. Ohyar ! Guess what`s my height ? 151cm yknow ! Hehhs . Tinggi kaaaaan ?! Say no ?! Slap you then you know :D Haha . I`m getting taller . Woohoo ^^ Andand, i`m gaining weight okay. Haha . Ayraah, my butt not that BIG la okay. It`s cute (: And for the very first time, during chemistry period, i can say, for only 5minutes, the class was sososo quiet. Sume org nga copy notes. Seriously. Amazing, but it`s true . Haha. Susah taw nak tgk class 4a2 senyap, haha. Nak suro senyap 2minutes da susah, aper lagy 5minutes. HAHA. Kay stop talking about school. Hehhs. After school, meet dearest cousin. Hehe. Keco ! Went home, eateat. Then went out again. Haha. Met baby, he turun pasir ris. Lols . So lazyy uh boyfriend, tak go school . Piggy ! :D Went Elias to check out the cake for baby`s birthday next week. Then went home. Lepaklepak at home, went out again to buy some cup noodles. Sumpah, so the sengket. Hahaha ! And you know whaaaat ?! My hand terkene hot water ! I was shouting like mad girl sia. And baby piggy kept on laughing. Tsk. Saaaaaaaaaakit yknow )= Then blabla, went whitesands, baby took train and i wait for mummy. Went dinner. And now , here i am checking my fb and chat. Haha. I`m done here. Maybe not attending school tmrw. *praying hard* Haha! I wanna sleep, like piggy. Like only, but i`m not one of it. Haha ! Kbyeee. Love Khairudy ^^

Picture above was all taken when i`m bored . Lols . Last year pictures , i think ?

Somehow , i just love updating my blog . Lols . Bored ? Guess so . Haha . All alone at home right now . Tsk . Nak tau bende ? Haha . I switched on all the lights . Hehhs . Ya allah, penakut nye aku . Hahaha :D Kay , lets not talk about that . Hmm . I`m bored , so this post gonna be a very long post i think . You wanna read , you read . If not you can just GET LOST . Hehe . Been having mood swings since the last few days , idk why or whats happening to me this few days . I pity those who texted me but i did not reply or should i say , ignore . Well , it`s not that i wanted to do that but i just don`t wanna throw my anger at you . Hope you all understand (: Especially Edward , i`m sorry if i did not reply any of your messages . Talking about you , i just remember that i wanna say thankyou so much for cheering me up all this while . You are such a great friend indeed . You give me the strength to stay strong and never ever told me to give up . You`ve been there for me since the past few days . You make me smile and laugh . Your jokes makes my day ^^ I really appreciate everything that you have done for me .

Alright , enough of Edward . Hahah . Boyfriend is mad at me cause i don`t wanna meet him today -.- Pathetic sia . And now , he never even text me . And i don`t even know what he is doing right now . Tsktsk . I know you`re only left with few days or maybe i can say a week ? But you don`t expect me to meet you each time you wanna meet me . You`re becoming more likely like my ex . Pfft . What for i meet you when i don`t even feel like it ? Right ? It`s hard to pleased you do you know that ? Grr . Now , idk what to type about . Hmm . Ohyes , next week gonna be Ayraah`s and Boyfriend`s Birthday . Will be celebrating boyfriend`s birthday on the 30th of July . Left with exactly a week to Boyfriend`s birthday . Have no idea what to buy for him . And oh . I have not even order the cake . Tsk . By this week i should order it , it`s a MUST . Hahaha .

I think i wanna change . Hmm . I mean change with the way how i react towards boyfriend . How i treated him . But wait . What if i change , but boyfriend remains the same . Boyfriend did not even change with the way he treated me , it`s not fair right ? It is hard for boyfriend to change . But till when then i get to feel the love and care sincerely from boyfriend ? Susah sia gni mcm . Eish ! So stress each time i think about it . When i wanna be happy with boyfriend , something gonna stop us . I feel like giving up . NOW . I love boyfriend , but it is hard for me to express it . Can someone feel me ? Urgh . Da laa , tknk talk about it lagy . Make me so pissed off aje . I want bathe , take a shower to cool myself down . And forget about it . I`ll try . Kbyee .

Heyy. Hmm . Like again, i`m bored that`s why i decided to blog (:

So yeaa, did not attend school today . Cause it`s Racial Harmony Day celebration =.= Haha .

And i just woke up just now . Lols . Smelly me . Kay shutup :D

Oh damn ! Like wtf . Everyday gado aje . Malas siak nak layan kau pey karena . Seriously uh . Aku kasi kau byk sangat muke uh tu psl kau pikir sukesuke hati kau aje uh nak maramara aku ? Stakat aper psl aku malas . Kau tak suke ngan prangai aku , kau jalan uh daripade hidup aku ! Ergh ! Binget pe . Sehaaa ! Where are you ?! I need you right now )= Only you can make me smile and laugh . Urgh . Lepas satu hal , lagy satu hal timbul . Sampai byler siak ? Should i give up in relationship ? =/ Maybe i really should . Each time i tried to stay happy in relationships , sure there is something bound to happen . Something reallyreally bad . Urgh . I hate this part . I just can`t think straight . Idk why each time problems come , i tried running away from it . I just could not find the simplest way to solve it . I don`t wanna hurt both parties neither do i want to hurt myself by keeping those feelings . Am i just being too kind ? I tried to put my trust in this relationship . But each time i did that , people just won`t appreciate it . They took it lightly . I tried to forgive & forget every mistake he did . Eventhough it`s hard and i know no matter how hard i tried to forget about it , ìt will forever stays . I gave you everything you wanted . I gave you the love that i never gave before . I gave you the care and attention that you needed most . No matter how much i gave you , all i get in return was hurt & lies . I have no idea when all this shits that you throw at me gonna put to a stop . Or maybe it won`t stop ? Those time when we are happy , worth the time i cry alone . I shed tears for you , cause i love you so much . I can`t bear to leave you alone , but i can`t be living this way forever . I wanna have a happy relationship . I wanna live my life with a smile on my face each and everyday . I don`t wanna live with hurts and lies . But people said we have to face reality . I`m weak and not brave enough to face all this shits that i`ve gone through . It has been repeating . Don`t you realise that ? We have been arguing since the past 3months . Many things came . One after another . You still have not proven me anything that you are just different from the guys i knew before . But hey ! I`m still here waiting , waiting for that day to come . Waiting for you to prove me wrong and you`re right about what you said . It`s nearly 4months , you have proven me nothing baby . Why must i always be the one waiting for you ? Why must i always be the one facing those shits ? Why must it always be me going through all those hurts and rumours about you ? Hais . If only , there is only you & me in this beautiful planet called Earth .

Saturday pictures with babylove♥

will update tomorrow . Byeee ^^

Olaaaaa !
Just a short post will do aites ?
Ohoh ! Ayraah told me something *cheeky smile*
Hmm . Someone has been reading my blog eventhough it`s private . Nottynotty eh ! ^^
Nak jady my daily reader ke ? LOLs :DDD
Kalau nak , blang . Haha . Everyday honey post something so that awak can read it . Hehs !
Hmm . Kay , daa . Stop . Taknak talk about that lagy . Nak talk psl bende laen pulak . Tsk .
Make my blood go upstairs only taw lu minah . Think about lu only uhh , wahhh ! Hati sungguh membare . Haha . Mulut tuu mau jage sikit hor , jangan psl mulut lu nanty badan yang jady binase . Haiy ! Da sah budak no education thats why LOVE making up stories . Tsktsk . Kesian . Tak cukup kasih sayang kah ? =D Meh kakak honey berikan kasih sayang , nak ? Haha . Oh well . What can i say . Ppl like you so immature , so childish . Tumbok kang ! Sia-sia aje aku adr _____ . HAHAHA . Kbyeee . Goodnight ^.^

Basically, i`ve got nothing much to post about actually. But i`m bored you see. Lols.

So i guess, i should just post anything. Haha .

Well, i am UNAVAILABLE♥

Only certain people know why. Huhu ^^ Keep it a secret okay friends ? Low profile, please (:

Hmm . Maybe this is just gonna be a short post cause i need to have some rest. I have been sneezing non-stop since just now. Err ! Hate it most when i got flu. Seriously. Haiy .

All alone at home now. Yes, alone =.=

What to do, just need to be brave. Hah ^^

And, Ayraah♥ accompany me at home. Hees =D Thanks Bitch. Lols .

Many things that i wanted to post it up here, but i guess i should not post it here cause it might just make things worst. Hmm .

I just hope he will change, and won`t ever repeat the same old mistake again.

I`ll update again at night, or maybe tomorrow kay?

Byee readers ^.^

Ohyess, just wanna wish

Happy 1 year Anni , Ex♥

ingat jugak kau hari nie kiter nye supposed to be 1year . Lols .

Meet up soon syahmi ^^

♥♥♥

Saturday ? Err . Won`t be meeting ♥ today . Sad*

Sumpah , my saturday superduper boring .

Currently at Mother house . And webby with Ayraah♥, that crazy bitch . Haha ^^

I rinduu ♥ , eventhough semalam baru meet . Tuu pun meet stakat skejap aje cause i work . But it`s only till 9pm .

♥ , Ahboyy & Girlfriend antar i alek . Hehe . From downtown all the way home , we walked . Tsk . Penat you know -.- but , okayy laa . Still had fun laughing and talk craps with ♥ . HAHA . Hmm , now otak nga blank . Idk what to talk about .

Oh yes , on Thursday met ♥

♥ came down to Pasir ris cause i told abi to take cab . ♥ sick )=

So , i antar abi go Poly .Baek kaaaaan ? Yup , i know ^_ ^

Theeeeeen pey sakit hati , i bought for ♥ Nasi ayam and matimati he asked me to buy it too .

Padehal da beli taw for him , matimati taknak makan cause i never eat .

Sampai i nak kene janji that the next time i`ll eat with him baru dier nak makan . Hehhs .

Then makan dier tuu baru brape suap , suddenly someone called terus he taknak eat . Buang duit kan tuu ? Eish ! Then blabla , antar ♥ go busstop then i went home (:

And that was my Thursday . LOLs .

And now , i da drop art . No more stress . But i need to do well for my other subjects .

If i can`t go sec 5 , i plan to take private O . But then , i pay la . With my own money . Hmm .

Da laa, malam i update again . Byeeee♥

Hihi Sweethearts ^_ ^

Hmm . Just a short post aites ?

So , today i did attend school . But my mood change as i had menses . Tsk . First day somemore . Grr . But lucky i don`t have menses cramps . Hees .

Didn`t talk much in school . Only when school was about to end , then i started to talked . Weird isn`t it ? Haha . Mummy`s day off today . Mummy came , and fetched me after school . Hoho . Went central to bank in my cheque . Well , i only received $52 . That was only one day work okay . Hahas . Then went whitesands to have my lunch at KFC , yumyum ! After that went home straight . But before that , i was super pissed off with mummy . Didn`t even talk to her till i reached home . Lols . Had my nap . But before that had some arguments with ♥ . Hate it most when he had arguments . Seriously . It sux alot . Pfft ! So , i didn`t reply ♥ messages till 6pm . Hees ! Woke up , received message from ♥ & Kak Azura . Hoho . Kak Azura said she already received her salary and will transfer my salary soon . Money money come fast ^^

Kay contibue story , so i replied ♥ messages . Everything`s fine now , i guess ? Hmm .

Watched Toys Story 3 with mummy . Actually mummy didn`t watch it , she`s so busy playing games in her iphone . Irritating you know . 24/7 with her iphone . Hahaha . Ohyar ! Mummy bought me a PoohBear . Adorable . Hees ! Thanks mummy =)

It has been days i`ve been sleeping with mummy .

Idk when i can go back to my room . I miss my room . I miss my bed , my princess bed )= ♥ know how my princess bed looks like, Right ♥ ? Hehe .

Hmm . Friday i`m working . From 5-9pm . Working alone somemore . Tsk .

Wow ! My short post seems long huh ? HAHA .

Guess i`ll end it here . Goodnight & Sweetdreams darlings .

Byeee .

Baby , i miss you dearly . I miss you just like how much you miss me baby .

Promise , we gonna meet real soon aites ?

We gonna spent every precious moments of our time together as soon as i`m well , ok baby ?

Remember this , i will always love you no matter what . My heart belongs to you .

Baby , all i need now is you . I want you to stay by my side always .

Don`t leave me kay b ? Promise ?

Hmm . Jom la , bbl psl laen pulak . Hees .

Oh yes , today i did not attend school . Idk why . I just feel tired . Mummy woke me up this morning , but i just could not open my eyes . It feels like there are tons of stones . Tsk . What`s happening ? Grr . Maybe i`m just too tired or not enough rest as yesterday i was working . Rajin kan ? Baru baek dari sakit da go work . Haha . But tuu pun mummy yang suro cause she wants me to occupy myself . Worked from 12pm till 945pm . Baby gave me a surprise . He came down to downtown with papy . Baby told me he came down cause i`m sick . Baby is so worried about me . Sweet kan ? Yup , i know . Tgk laa laki saper . Haha . Baby never failed telling me to take good care of myself . After that incident , family , friends and baby do really cares alot about me . Thankyou so much dearest .

Especially , mummy , daddy , papy , mother and the rest of my family members . Not to forget , baby , Ayraah , jj , japz , baby`s mummy and idk who else . But thankyou so much . Appreciate it lots ^^ Now , i just need to take my medicine regularly . Tsk . Obat dier tak sedap , but still have to take it .
Hmm . I`ll update my blog again soon aites ?
Goodnight . I love Khairudy & I miss Khairudy alot . Mwacks !
Assalamualaikum .

WORST NIGHTMARE )'=

Baby, please. I need you. Stay with me can ? I`m scared . Go awaaaaaay please ? I don`t wanna think of YOU . Baby, promise to stay with me forever ? I really need you now . I can`t sleep at night . I don`t even dare to look at myself in the mirror . It reminds me of 'HER' )'= Mummy is so worried about me , that she won`t stop calling me every 5minutes . She is so scared that 'SHE' might come back again . I`m so restless . Cuts everywhere . My hand hurts , alot )'=

[ Favourite Pic ^^ ]

Happy 3Monthsary, Babyboo♥

I love you with all my heart . We have gone through alot during the past three months , but you never failed to give up . Baby , i need you just like how you need me . I can`t live without you . Hope we could go far , (: And i am praying hard that we won`t argue as much as last month . I`m still holding on to your promises baby . Please don`t hurt me anymore . I really want to trust you just like last time . I really do . 03/04 till eternity♥

xoxo, Rudy`s Babygirl♥

Hihi ^^ I`m bored , so bored . So i guess i should just update my blog . Hees !

But wait , i read baby`s post just now , haha ! B , you da promise eh . I hold your promises taw . Jangan ungkir janji lagy sudah . Kalau tak , i sepak kepale you . Kay fake . Hehhs ! But still , it is sweet . Hahaa =)

Well , let me talk about school . Hmm . And again , school is such a bore .

Especially English . Tsk . Make me fall asleep aje . Lagy i have flu , haiy . It makes me more sleepy . But lucky ade have obat selseme . Hoho ^^

Oh nak tau bende tak ? Haha !

Fel daa talk with me , hehe . Just like last time :D I loike .

And let me make it clear okay ?

I don`t side any of you . And , sume org kawan aku . Kalau aku tkder kawan pun aku tak psl , cause we go school utk study . Tol tak ?

So Ayraah , this for you , i`ve said what i`ve got to say just now . Think through okay sweets ?

Andand , just now Malay Olevel . Damn shit ! Sumpah i cannot do it eventhough it is just an oral . I bbl gagap sia . Lagy got two examiner . I don`t even understand the question , but i just shoot . I don`t even care if my answer is out of point . Lol .

Hmm . Maybe not going school tomorrow , if i did not attend school tomorrow , gonna fetch baby up after school . Hehe . Rajin kan ? Yup , i know ^_ ^

Oh yes , i da give baby his kasut DC . Huhu ! Baby say lawaaaaa , (:

Saturday saturday , come fast ! 3monthsary♥ with Babyboo & Ayraah`s pit . Can`t wait .

Kay byeeeeee , aku tkder bende lagy nak bbl . Haha !

*I`m so gonna pierced sooooooon ! =)

HONEY♥

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