idk whats wrong with me now . idk why i just cant talk to my dad nicely. its lyke a sudden change in me . hais . idk what i should do . told yan about it & he just said that sumtymes things lyke dis are better to be kept to ourself .
isit better that way or should i tell mummy abt this ? hais . stress sey . it feels lyke im keeping a big secret . & when he is at home with me , i will nvr get out from my room . i for sure will just ddk dlm bilik & do my stuff . if he comes in , i will show one kind of face . its either i play comp or sleep till its tyme to fetch mummy from work . & when he wants to cook smth for me to eat , i will say that im nt hungry when actually i am . since yesterday aftr i knew what happened , i feel so weird talking to hym . why is that so ? argh ! & today he came bck frm work early , he disturb me , i talk in a rude manner , bt ferst tyme he nvr even scold me . why ? isit because he knows . & tmrw he is nt working . damn ! lets see hw it goes tmrw . i want to get out frm this house , i dont wish to stay at home with hym . grr !

kay forget it . dont wish to talk about it anymore . so today went out with mummy & that daddy , planned to watch movie . Avatar . HAHA . but , tickets all sold out . ccb ! so we wnt tamp to have dinner & aftr that went marina . hehe . mummy bought for me things & yan wanted to buy for me smth that cost nearly 60 buckx , bt i say nxt tyme cause need to fikir dulu mah . lol . so he asked me a few tymes , i still say idk . haha . den blablabla . called stupid jerk , & did nt pick up my call . sot skejap aku . text all tk reply . tkya adr hp kn bagus . & oh oh . Merry Christmas ! :D haha . && my granny pun nk belikn bende tadyy . lyke soo best sey , sume org nk belikn present . weee ~ bt sadly , i nvr buy anything only bought new clothes . huahua .

shittttttttttttttt ! bsk mummy keje afternoon & papy keje full shift . left me & hym at home ? wtf . i want go out ! arghh ~ that fucking bitch who tried to brk my family up , get a lyfe fucker ! i feel lyke crying sey when i talk to papy . kay forget it . if tmrw nt going out , will spent my tyme at granny house . lebih mulia ! :DD so , anything i'll update agaen aye ? & i hate guys nowadays . dk why . weird , bt its true . lol . nt all guys i hate , only guys that irritates me . kay da bye .

Assalamualaikum .