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Heyy. Hmm . Like again, i`m bored that`s why i decided to blog (:

So yeaa, did not attend school today . Cause it`s Racial Harmony Day celebration =.= Haha .

And i just woke up just now . Lols . Smelly me . Kay shutup :D

Oh damn ! Like wtf . Everyday gado aje . Malas siak nak layan kau pey karena . Seriously uh . Aku kasi kau byk sangat muke uh tu psl kau pikir sukesuke hati kau aje uh nak maramara aku ? Stakat aper psl aku malas . Kau tak suke ngan prangai aku , kau jalan uh daripade hidup aku ! Ergh ! Binget pe . Sehaaa ! Where are you ?! I need you right now )= Only you can make me smile and laugh . Urgh . Lepas satu hal , lagy satu hal timbul . Sampai byler siak ? Should i give up in relationship ? =/ Maybe i really should . Each time i tried to stay happy in relationships , sure there is something bound to happen . Something reallyreally bad . Urgh . I hate this part . I just can`t think straight . Idk why each time problems come , i tried running away from it . I just could not find the simplest way to solve it . I don`t wanna hurt both parties neither do i want to hurt myself by keeping those feelings . Am i just being too kind ? I tried to put my trust in this relationship . But each time i did that , people just won`t appreciate it . They took it lightly . I tried to forgive & forget every mistake he did . Eventhough it`s hard and i know no matter how hard i tried to forget about it , ìt will forever stays . I gave you everything you wanted . I gave you the love that i never gave before . I gave you the care and attention that you needed most . No matter how much i gave you , all i get in return was hurt & lies . I have no idea when all this shits that you throw at me gonna put to a stop . Or maybe it won`t stop ? Those time when we are happy , worth the time i cry alone . I shed tears for you , cause i love you so much . I can`t bear to leave you alone , but i can`t be living this way forever . I wanna have a happy relationship . I wanna live my life with a smile on my face each and everyday . I don`t wanna live with hurts and lies . But people said we have to face reality . I`m weak and not brave enough to face all this shits that i`ve gone through . It has been repeating . Don`t you realise that ? We have been arguing since the past 3months . Many things came . One after another . You still have not proven me anything that you are just different from the guys i knew before . But hey ! I`m still here waiting , waiting for that day to come . Waiting for you to prove me wrong and you`re right about what you said . It`s nearly 4months , you have proven me nothing baby . Why must i always be the one waiting for you ? Why must i always be the one facing those shits ? Why must it always be me going through all those hurts and rumours about you ? Hais . If only , there is only you & me in this beautiful planet called Earth .

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