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Hi . hmm . so yeah , i just feel like blogging and idk why . maybe cause i bacame lonely this days . anyway , wonder why i post that pic up there ? well , i miss him . so fucking much . i swear . but it seems like , he is busy with school and stuff , especially family problems and don't really have time for me . and because of that , i get too emotional --" seriously . it has been like a year i live having him with me always i mean not like beside me but through messages or even phone calls you know something like that , like everyday he will entertain me , only last year there was this 3months i suffer living alone and now it feels like i'm having that feeling back again ! it sucks . like seriously . i did tried to understand you okay , but you too got to understand what i need from you . each time you told me to understand you cause you're tired this and that , but how long am i supposed to live with that ? brrr . sigh . i wish i could still call you baby ): i wish i could still see your baby face and your cute little laughter , your smile and the way you tease me . the way you kiss my cheeks . your hugs , your everything . anyway , i said all this not because we're no longer together okay . that is so impossible . i said this cause , we are like somehow facing some problems . i think the way i post this you could somehow figure it out a little i guess . okay , whatever . i . just . miss . mohd . khairudy ! URGH . onyly left a week to his birthday and yet i'm creating this problem . oh yes , it is me who create this problem -.- but i did this cause i do have my reasons . tsk . i just want him to be with me , entertain me . maybe you pampered me to much by teaching me how to live with you by my side always . technically , through messages and calls too . lols . OMGGGGG ! I MISS YOU LAAAAAA . i put it here , he won't get to see it . hehe . okay la , enough of that la . well , tmrw i'm going for an interview . yayy ! it's at international plaza . hmmm . hope i'll get a job soon . pray hard for me . so that when i get a job , rudy won't have to worry about school money cause i will always be there to support him if he is financially having problems with cash . awww , such a sweet 'wifey' hahah . okay shuddup . i think thats all . will update again soon . goodnight . & i love mohd khairudy and I MISS YOU <3 okay wait , before that , i just gave rudy a call but not because i wanna talk to him , i just wanna hear his voice . hahahha . even if he didn't answer i don't care cause i could still hear his voice , and he will say like this , "kunyit kid is very busy . will call you bck later . bye ." hahah . pathetic right ? i know . but still kiyuuuuuuut . hahaha . okla , bye <3

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